Tengoku Lyrics – Mrs. GREEN APPLE

Tengoku Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
If this world was mine alone, I wouldn’t have learned what it feels like to hate someone. I could’ve lived without that bitterness. But no matter how hard I try, I just can’t forgive you. That feeling is stuck deep inside me.

[Verse 1]
The nights feel never-ending, and I still can’t let go of people, even when I want to. It’s kind of pathetic, really. Even now, after everything, I find myself moved by the sunrise, like a small part of me is still hoping or feeling.

[Bridge]
The moment I hugged you, I knew it was over. I regret believing in the goodness, or the purity, inside myself. I hate that side of me now. The days when I loved you were the most precious, but they also hurt the most—they were full of love, pain, and a kind of sadness that makes me feel small and helpless.

[Vesre 2]
I think about those days when you’d curl up in the sunlight, wrapped in a blanket, so gentle and pure. If only you could’ve stayed that way, maybe things wouldn’t have gone so wrong. But I’ll never know now. That version of you is gone.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ll pick flowers again, put my hands together in prayer, and I’ll be heading your way soon. Even if my heart is rotting with guilt and pain, there’s still a scent of those memories. That warmth from back then—it’s ugly now, but I still love it.

[Chorus]
What am I supposed to do? It feels like I’ve become part of something dirty and poisoned. Should I just forget it all? Maybe that’s the answer. Or maybe I should go home and kiss someone, pretending everything’s okay.

[Post-Chorus]
I keep asking myself what to do. My body, my mind—it all feels like it’s falling apart. Still, please make me look nice. And most of all, don’t forget about me. That’s all I want.

[Chorus]
When I hugged you, it felt like the end. I hate myself for trusting in my innocence. But those days when I loved you were everything to me. They were precious, sweet, painful, and made me feel so miserable all at once.

[Post-Chorus]
Again, I’m picking flowers, putting my hands together, saying goodbye. I’ll be with you soon. Even though my heart’s rotting, the scent of you still lingers. That warmth from the past—I still love it, even if it’s twisted now.

[Outro]
Your voice, your laughter like an angel’s, is what’s keeping me alive. I think the time is coming when we’ll meet again. And if I ever do see you the way you were back then, I swear, this time I’ll hold your hand properly and never let go.