돌멩이 (Gonna Be A Rock) Lyrics (Romanized) – BOYNEXTDOOR

돌멩이 (Gonna Be A Rock) (Romanized) Lyrics Meaning

[Verse 1]
In this verse, the singer expresses their frustration and disillusionment with love. They feel unfulfilled and solo, rejecting the idea of trying to fix things. The singer reflects on their birthday, questioning the significance of past efforts. They admit to not understanding love and suggest that, despite their inability to cope, they were always trying to fix things for their partner. Ultimately, they feel like losing their mind over the whole situation.

[Pre-Chorus]
The singer strongly dislikes the concept of love. They express hatred towards the word “love” and plead not to be left alone with this emotion.

[Chorus]
Here, the singer uses the metaphor of being a rock to describe their desire to disrupt and break the things associated with their past relationship. They compare their broken heart to smashing windows and aim to hurt their ex and their feelings, showing their deep sense of betrayal.

[Post-Chorus]
The singer repeatedly emphasizes their hatred towards their ex while also expressing a twisted sense of hope for them. They seem to acknowledge their mixed emotions, reflecting on their feelings with anger and a desire for the ex to experience similar pain.

[Verse 2]
In this verse, the singer describes feeling mentally exhausted and emotionally drained, like their mental state is falling apart. They admit to behaving irrationally and acknowledging that even though it’s not right, it’s how they’re dealing with the pain.

[Pre-Chorus]
Similar to earlier, the singer reiterates their aversion to the word “love” and expresses a final rejection of it. They seem to be more resolute about their feelings and the refusal to let love control them any longer.

[Chorus]
This repetition reinforces the singer’s intent to act out and cause destruction as a way of dealing with their heartbreak. They continue with the metaphor of being a rock, aiming to damage the remnants of their past relationship and showing a firm resolve to ignore their ex’s emotions.

[Bridge]
In the bridge, the singer talks about moving on from their ex’s influence and trying to let go of past grievances. They no longer care about the ex’s feelings or the relationship’s impact, focusing instead on their own need for closure.

[Chorus]
The repeated chorus emphasizes the singer’s determination to act out their anger and frustration. They continue to express a strong desire to break things and hurt their ex as a way of dealing with their emotional pain.

[Post-Chorus]
The final post-chorus reiterates the singer’s complex feelings of hatred and hope towards their ex. They seem to have settled into their anger but also recognize their lingering emotions, ending on a note of conflicted feelings about the past relationship.