돌멩이 (Gonna Be A Rock) Lyrics – BOYNEXTDOOR

돌멩이 (Gonna Be A Rock) Lyrics Meaning

[Verse 1]
In the first verse, the singer feels like they’re destined to be alone, even though they didn’t plan for it. They see their breakup this year as an unexpected and unwanted gift. They wish they could go back and end the relationship themselves, instead of being left behind. The singer admits they don’t really understand love and feels that it’s going to be a tough month emotionally, expressing that their ex deserves to lose their mind over this.

[Pre-Chorus]
The pre-chorus reflects the singer’s strong dislike for the word “love.” They’re frustrated and angry, expressing that they no longer want to be associated with it. They ask their former lover not to abandon them, despite their feelings of resentment.

[Chorus]
In the chorus, the singer vows to become like a rock that breaks things, symbolizing their desire to cause pain to their ex. They want to shatter their ex’s world in the same way their own heart was broken. The singer believes their ex won’t understand the depth of their pain.

[Post-Chorus]
The post-chorus highlights the singer’s conflicting emotions. They express hatred towards their ex but also seem to hope for their ex’s well-being. They’d rather be a rock, representing a cold and unfeeling response, than continue to suffer emotionally.

[Verse 2]
In the second verse, the singer feels mentally unstable and regrets how their life has turned out. They’re compared to a child who’s lost a toy and is crying in front of their parents. They recognize their behavior isn’t ideal but feel overwhelmed by their emotions.

[Pre-Chorus]
In this pre-chorus, the singer reiterates their disdain for the concept of love and expresses that they’ve reached a point where they no longer care about it. They plead not to be left behind, despite their earlier rejection of the idea of love.

[Chorus]
The chorus is repeated, emphasizing the singer’s determination to act out their anger. They want to break things and hurt their ex in the same way their own heart was damaged. The repetition reinforces their emotional turmoil and sense of betrayal.

[Bridge]
In the bridge, the singer reflects on how they’ve sacrificed their own well-being, staying up at night for their ex. They now question if their ex will even acknowledge their role in the situation, but they’ve decided they no longer care about it.

[Chorus]
The chorus is repeated again, driving home the singer’s intent to break their ex’s world apart as a form of retribution. The repetition underscores their deep sense of hurt and the desire for their ex to feel the same pain.

[Post-Chorus]
The final post-chorus reinforces the singer’s mixed feelings. They continue to express hatred but also a wish for their ex’s happiness, even though they still prefer being emotionally detached like a rock. It highlights their struggle between anger and a reluctant hope for their ex’s well-being.