AMISTAD Lyrics (English Translation) – Blessd, Ovy On The Drums

AMISTAD (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

I’ll drown in reality if I don’t tell you this: I still miss you, I still think about you.
He’s feeling overwhelmed and like he’s drowning in real life without her. The only way he can deal with it is by admitting that he still misses her and can’t stop thinking about her.

Queen, I’m not talking to you, it’s my feelings. I know I’ve had my mistakes, I’ve learned from them.
He’s not trying to make her feel bad or start something—he’s just being honest with his emotions. He knows he messed up in the past, but he’s grown and taken lessons from those mistakes.

And sometimes I want to think that you haven’t stopped thinking about me either… What I see on your social media is the opposite. Looking at your profiles is a necessary evil.
He tries to believe that maybe she still thinks about him too, but her posts online suggest otherwise. Even though it hurts, he keeps checking her profiles because he can’t help it—it’s painful but he needs to see her somehow.

And if you saw me, maybe something in you would suddenly want to come back to me. Queen, I haven’t lost hope that one day we’ll get back together.
He feels like if she saw him again, it might spark something in her. He’s still holding onto a little bit of hope that they could be together again someday.

I wish you felt what I’m feeling. I wish you saw me like this, drinking… So you’d realize that I’m dying for you.
He wishes she could feel how much pain he’s in. He’s been drinking a lot, not to party, but because he’s hurting that bad. He wants her to see how much he still cares.

But if you don’t want to come back, I understand.
Even though he wants her back more than anything, he’s not going to pressure her. If she’s really moved on, he gets it and won’t fight it.

I’m drinking… to kill this love hangover. From talking to you so much, ma, I think it’s harassment.
He’s drinking to try to get over the emotional crash from loving her too deeply. He realizes he’s probably gone too far with trying to reach her and might be crossing a line.

You were the prettiest, even though I lost the most precious thing. I want to see you again, even if it sounds ambitious.
To him, she was the most beautiful person he knew, and losing her felt like losing something truly valuable. He still dreams of seeing her again, even if it feels like a long shot.

And I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness, I think about what I did, and I even hate myself. If I don’t appear in your life again, I want you to know that I’m grateful for everything.
He feels guilty and even angry with himself for how things turned out. He doesn’t expect her to forgive him, but he wants her to know he’s thankful for the good times they had, even if they never speak again.

I think about you a lot, girl. I miss those little kisses that taste like caipirinha. I die of jealousy thinking that someone else is winking at you. I hope you don’t forget me if you grow fond of him.
She’s still on his mind constantly. He misses the small, sweet moments, like the taste of her kisses. The thought of another guy flirting with her drives him crazy, and he just hopes she won’t forget him, even if she falls for someone new.