カイコ (Stuckmoth) Lyrics (English Translation) – DECO27

カイコ (Stuckmoth) (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

The song starts with someone begging their past love not to leave them. They wish they could turn back time to stay in the way things were, because the person they loved has changed, and that scares them. They feel frustrated and even a little scared of starting to hate the person they once adored. There’s a longing to feel that intense obsession and closeness again, like in the past.

They replay old arguments and thoughts over and over, feeling trapped in memories. Even though they were deeply in love, they can’t understand why the other person changed or seems so happy without them. There’s a mix of confusion, jealousy, and sadness as they watch the person move on. They still feel a strong claim over the relationship, almost like they want to freeze time and keep things as they were, ignoring the future.

They admit that letting go feels lonely, but holding on is lonely too. They wish for something impossible, like a time machine, so they could relive the moments they miss. They long to see, touch, and be close to the person again, feeling an intense mix of love, pain, and desperation. Even when emotions become overwhelming, they notice the other person seems fine and happy, which makes them feel left behind and lost.

There’s a sense of twisted attachment, where even a “happy ending” feels cursed. They try to cling to the past in small ways, like keeping familiar habits or memories tied to the other person. The love feels unhealthy at times, obsessive, and even self-destructive, but they can’t let go. They admit to jealousy and ugly feelings, but they also feel a strange satisfaction in their emotions, because it reminds them of the intensity of their past love.

The song ends with a repeated declaration of love, showing that no matter how painful or complicated the feelings are, the love they had and still feel dominates everything. They are stuck in the past, wanting the connection they once had, even if it hurts or feels impossible to reach again. The past feels safer and more real to them than the present or the future.