Crash First Lyrics – honestav, mgk

Read the complete Crash First Lyrics by honestav and mgk from the album Sweet American Boy along with song credits, release information and other details about the song. If you enjoy HONESTAV's music, you can also explore Know Better and Storm, two other songs by HONESTAV.

[Part I]

[Intro]
It's alright, man
I've got a story for us
Nobody's heard it
Hahaha
Alright
That's not, that's not the question

[Chorus: mgk & honestav]
I fill my lungs with half my worth
And try to go numb so that I can't hurt
'Cause at my highs, I'm at my worst
And I can't fly until I crash first

[Verse: honestav & mgk]
Everyone seeing me screaming, been that since birth
Everyone seeing this money I'm blowing, but nobody seeing the work
Look, dad, I'm high like you, for me, the pills don't work
I like digging in a bag, I like smoking 'til it hurt
And if my eyes roll back, then let the tears come first
Been holding those in too long, faking it like I'm too strong
And when my eyes roll back, throw my body in the dam
And them things in my pocket, will you hide 'em from my fam?
Will you tell the world I loved hard? Can you make 'em understand
That all of thе things I was struggling with, they ain't make me lеss a man?
And all of the trauma I'm trying to bury, prolly made me who I am
Think growing up broken was necessary, so I could fix my fam
And part of me died on this deathbed, holding my daddy's hand
Just tell my daughters a father will drown if that means they can swim

[Chorus: mgk, mgk & honestav]
I fill my lungs with half my worth
And try to go numb, so that I can't hurt
'Cause at my highs, I'm at my worst
And I can't fly until I crash first

[Outro: mgk & honestav]
I know that it takes time, I'm coming to get you
Walking a straight line, I need me a breakthrough
I'm smoking a grapevine, sipping a grape juice
Chopping a white line, it's getting harder to face you

[Part II]

[Intro: honestav]
Oh God
Yo, we 'bout to— ayy, look
Yo, we 'bout to fu*k it up
Ayy, Kells, tell the people, man
Ayy, bro, ayy, Kells, they act like we don't do this, man
What? Come on

[Chorus: mgk, mgk & No Love For The Middle Child, honestav]
Yeah, take my hands off the wheel, I'm speeding
I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it
Open wounds from my nose, still bleeding
Only you can clean me up, I'm still fiending
Cold sweats and these meds can't treat it
No sleep, I'ma party through the weekend
Kerosene, black smoke, I'm breathing
Somebody, save me, I've been falling off the deep end, uh

[Post-Chorus: honestav & mgk]
All I know is I don't know how to give a fu*k (I don't)
All I know is I don't know how to give a fu*k (I don't)
I couldn't give a fu*k (No)
I never gave a fu*k (No)
All I know is I don't know how to give a fu*k

[Verse: mgk & honestav]
Under pressure, I don't got control of my aggression
Under the influence, I'm 'bout to make a bad impression
On the dresser, it's some ammunition and a weapon
And I've been smoking on this s*it since I was adolescent
Three sixes, I'm tryna get lucky, number seven
I wonder if they got a spot for junkies up in Heaven
Leave a message, they gon' find my body in the bedroom
And they can listen to this song if they want my confession, yeah

[Chorus: mgk, mgk & No Love For The Middle Child, honestav]
Take my hands off the wheel, I'm speeding
I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it
Open wounds from my nose, still bleeding
Only you can clean me up, I'm still fiending
Cold sweats and these meds can't treat it
No sleep, I'ma party through the weekend
Kerosene, black smoke, I'm breathing
Somebody, save me, I've been falling off the deep end, no

[Post-Chorus: honestav & mgk]
All I know is I don't know how to give a fu*k (I don't)
All I know is I don't know how to give a fu*k (I don't)
I couldn't give a fu*k (No)
I never gave a fu*k (No)
All I know is I don't know how to give a fu*k

[Outro: honestav, mgk & No Love For The Middle Child]
Go, go, go, go
I'm getting closer to death
Go, go, go, go
I'm getting closer
Go, go, go, go
I'm getting closer to death
Go, go, go, go
I'm getting closer