Jacob’s Song Lyrics – honestav, Damien Styles

Read the complete Jacob’s Song Lyrics by honestav and Damien Styles from the album Sweet American Boy along with song credits, release information and other details about the song. If you enjoy Honestav’s music, you can also explore Erewhon and Storm In This House, two other songs by Honestav.

[Verse 1: honestav]
I never thought I’d die alone
I laughed the loudest, who’d have known?
My bedroom is filling up with smoke
And Blink still playing through my phone
I’m rolling this thing up to face it
Maybe it’ll help me go to sleep
Lately, I’ve been feeling vacant
I really hoped that you would notice me
The money make ’em think they love you
At least, I was hoping it would
I can’t put nobody above you

I know you was hoping I could
Everyone begging for something
Do you really even want it?
My parents really fu*king hated each other and that’s who had taught me ’bout loving
When momma went missing, we stayed at my aunt’s, was sharing a bed with my cousin
Them nights on the floor was the best, I guess, ’cause we ain’t hear nobody fussing
Fu*k it, I’ll reap what I sow, though
I remember having no hope
You left me here to do this solo
Now I’m counting this money in SoHo
I remember being so broke
Now I can’t do a propanol
Need me a check with a O, O, O, O, then add like four more

[Chorus: Damien Styles, Damien Styles & honestav]
Can we start again?
Time slips through the cracks
Gave my all in the end
And I can’t get it back
When you fall, when you fall down
When you fall, when you fall down
Can we start again?
This next time around

[Verse 2: honestav]

How the fu*k could you leave me here crashing on my own?
Are you tired of me getting drunk? Are you tired picking the phone up?
Are you tired of saving me every time I get low?
Are you mad I ain’t home yet?
Are you tired of phone s*x?
Are you tired of my doing shows? You tired of me on the road
I’m tired of being this tired, I’m tired of feeling this cold
I’m tired of living this lifestyle, I need me a change
I’d say I hated drügs and women, but I’m not lying today
I’m tired of being a person everyone thinks is fulfilling his purpose
It make me feel like I’m ‘posed to be perfect
Life only really feel good on the surface
Why does getting better make me feel nervous?
Do you feel the same thing?
My dad would rather overdose to get better, I’m feeling the same way, ha

[Chorus: Damien Styles]
Can we start again?
Time slips through the cracks
Gave my all in the end
And I can’t get it back
When you fall, when you fall down
When you fall, when you fall down
Can we start again?
This next time around (Time around)

[Outro: honestav]
(Like, fu*k)