Trauma Lyrics – Tony Boy

Trauma Lyrics Meaning

[Ritornello]
He keeps repeating the idea of trauma to show how constant it feels in his life. He is asking the other person to open up and share their own pain instead of hiding it. When he talks about sharing a story, he wants honesty, not pretending. People around him think everything is just drama or exaggeration, but to him it is real and heavy. The repetition feels like being stuck in a loop of thoughts you cannot escape. He wants connection through shared wounds, not judgment, and he is tired of being misunderstood.

[Strofa 1]
He talks about living in a tense state, where anger and fear are always close, even if he does not act on them. He questions people who say they hate or love, suggesting many are lying or hiding intentions. He reflects on long nights, emotional distance, and how hard it is to return to a safe place. Healing feels far away, and he admits he is still inside his trauma. He pushes people away even when he wants closeness. Feeling frozen and stuck is common for him, like a child unable to move. Despite that, he still wants to reach hearts and dreams. His desires are simple, mostly about love and presence. Without that person, he feels half alive, existing only in their thoughts. This emotional dependence scares him, but he cannot deny how deeply it controls him.

[Ritornello]
The chorus comes back to underline how trauma repeats daily in his mind. He invites the listener to name their pain instead of masking it with jokes or chaos. Sharing stories becomes a way to survive together. Others reduce his feelings to drama, but he feels dismissed and unheard. The constant repetition sounds obsessive, showing how wounds replay without rest. He is not asking for pity, only understanding. By opening this space, he hopes honesty can replace judgment and silence. It also reflects how conversations about pain often go in circles without real resolution.

[Strofa 2]
He says that what once felt like imagination has now become real through his effort. Even though he lost many times, he never fully gave up, so defeat feels unclear. He describes feeling trapped at home while mentally traveling everywhere. His emotional journey moves from casual connections to a serious partner. Love felt like a battle he had to win. After constant inner war, he finally finds calm by accepting his trauma instead of running from it. This acceptance does not erase pain, but it gives him control over his own direction.

[Ritornello]
The repeated hook returns like a thought he cannot shut off. Trauma becomes both a question and an invitation to open up. He wants shared stories, not surface reactions. When people label his feelings as drama, it creates distance and frustration. The looping words reflect mental cycles that never fully stop. He is trying to normalize speaking about pain openly. Connection, for him, starts when trauma is acknowledged instead of mocked. This repetition mirrors how unresolved emotions replay daily, shaping relationships, trust, and self perception until someone finally listens and understands.

[Outro]
Violence stays a thought, not an action, born from pressure.