My Curse, My Fate Lyrics (English Translation) – 三Z (Sān-Z), HOYO-MiX

My Curse, My Fate (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

[Verse 1]
The singer describes a life filled with emptiness and constant struggle. They feel haunted by an inner demon that never lets them rest, while cruel words from others leave lasting emotional scars. Life has become about enduring humiliation and suffering, and they wonder why they have to take the blame when they’ve done nothing wrong. They question if their situation is due to luck or fate, and whether they should follow a path that’s difficult or one that seems easier. In this internal battle, they feel like a puppet, unable to escape their destiny, and are unsure of their role in a world where hope feels pointless.

[Chorus]
The singer declares that they control their fate, whether it leads to life or death.

[Verse 2]
The singer feels trapped in a life of endless suffering, unsure if they deserve even brief moments of happiness. They believe life mistreats people, though sometimes it offers small mercies, like coins. They view their situation as a curse that runs through their family, and they even question if they should exist at all.

[Pre-Chorus]
The singer reflects on the choice between two paths: one filled with difficulty (thorns) and the other potentially easier (roses). The tossing of a coin represents the uncertainty of their decision, and they question whether they will yield to fate or resist it. Someone promises them that they will get what they desire if they follow this path, but the singer dismisses this idea as naive, realizing that the choice is far more complicated than it seems.

[Verse 3]
The singer realizes that freedom from fate, represented by the metaphor of breaking free from puppet strings, is nothing more than an illusion. They feel trapped by these “cold chains” and are unable to escape. They are told to follow their heart, and that the “blood of Ravenlock” will provide the solution, though they know this may come at a high cost.

[Verse 4]
The singer rejects the idea of blindly following life’s rules and expectations. They no longer want to listen to the symbolic bell tolling, signaling their fate. Instead, they desire to focus on their own thoughts and to take control of their life. They have decided to embrace their fate, as it reflects their own will and determination.

[Chorus 2]
The singer returns to the internal conflict of choosing between a difficult or easy path. They refuse to follow the pretentious norms and decide to turn away from the past that has held them back. With a strong resolve, they choose to assert control over their future, bending their destiny to their will. They now see themselves as their own master, ready to make their own decisions and face whatever comes.

[Outro]
Once again, the singer declares their singerity over their own fate, taking ownership of whatever lies ahead.