HASTA QUE ME ENAMORO Lyrics (English Translation) – Maria Becerra, TINI

HASTA QUE ME ENAMORO (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

[Intro: Maria Becerra]
Simple sounds showing feelings, no clear words.

[Verse 1: Maria Becerra]
She’s opening up about feeling lost and broken inside. She pretends to have love to cover the emptiness, but deep down it feels cold and dark. Her joy and smile have disappeared, and even the smallest happiness slips away quickly. Depression quietly takes over her life, leaving her without laughter. It feels like her mental health is falling apart, and she doesn’t know how to stop it. She’s expressing raw pain and how heavy it feels to carry it alone.

[Chorus: Maria Becerra]
She says she feels fine until love enters her life, then everything starts falling apart. Her heart ends up lonely, and she blames herself for it. She knows she makes mistakes that push people away, and even though she’s aware of this, she can’t stop repeating the cycle. She falls in love again, gets abandoned, and feels it’s all her fault. It’s like she’s trapped in a loop where love always leaves her hurting and alone.

[Verse 2: TINI]
She describes how life without that person feels empty and unreal, like she’s living but not truly alive. Even when awake, she feels half-asleep, haunted by memories she can’t forget. She tries to reach out in small ways, like writing on their birthday or passing by their house just to see them. But then she recalls the painful moment of seeing them with someone else. That sight crushed her completely, making her feel betrayed and destroyed inside, as if her soul was already broken.

[Bridge: TINI]
Now she’s left dreaming about the kisses she misses so much. Nights feel cold because there’s no touch or closeness anymore. She remembers being okay before this love, but now she feels like she’s lost her mind because of it.

[Chorus: TINI & Maria Becerra]
Again, the idea comes back that she’s fine until love arrives, then everything goes wrong. Her heart ends up abandoned, and she feels responsible for all the pain. She admits she will make mistakes, and the other person will eventually let her go. Still, she can’t resist falling in love again, repeating the same painful cycle. It’s like a confession that love brings her more suffering than peace, yet she keeps running back to it.

[Outro: TINI]
The outro feels like a fading echo of emotions, repeating soft sounds and her name. She closes with the thought that she’ll mess things up again, and the person will eventually leave her. It’s a quiet surrender to the pattern.