Fuck Ups Lyrics – $uicideboy$

Fuck Ups Lyrics Meaning

[Intro: Ruby Da Cherry & Scrim]
The intro is mostly hype sounds and shoutouts that set the mood. It feels like them warming up the track, showing confidence, and signaling that something heavy is coming. They’re repping their circle and location, brushing off outsiders, and letting listeners know they’re locked in with their crew, their sound, and their aggressive, unapologetic energy from the start.

[Verse 1: $crim]
This verse dives into Scrim’s background and mindset. He’s pushing back against people who think they understand him, saying most don’t really know what he’s been through. He talks about growing up way too fast, being exposed to violence and trauma at a young age, and how that shaped his cold, guarded personality. Grief and pain made him emotionally numb, and that’s something he’s carried for years. He mixes pride in his neighborhood with a sense that where he’s from feels dark and unforgiving, like hope doesn’t rise there the way it should. He paints himself as someone made up of extremes, tough, reckless, and damaged, but also experienced in ways most people wouldn’t survive. Drug use is mentioned as something that crossed all boundaries, even spiritual ones, showing how deep he fell. He also shows zero patience for drama or fake conflicts, preferring action over talk. There’s heavy distrust of singerity, especially police, and instead he aligns himself with outcasts and people living on the edge. Throughout the verse, he presents himself as someone shaped by chaos, loyal to his roots, and fully aware that his lifestyle is dangerous, but also something he feels trapped in and defined by.

[Chorus: $crim]
The chorus sums up the idea that they were raised around constant mistakes, bad choices, and unstable people. Because of that environment, messing up feels almost unavoidable. Instead of apologizing, he owns it and shuts down critics, basically saying that people who judge don’t understand where he comes from or what shaped him.

[Verse 2: $crim]
This verse goes deeper into the destructive lifestyle Scrim describes, using intense imagery to show how normalized violence, dr�gs, and danger have become for him. He talks about using substances nonstop to numb pain, both physical and emotional, until he barely feels anything anymore. Breaking into places and forcing control shows a mindset built on survival and dominance, where fear is a tool. His drug tolerance being high suggests long-term addiction, while his lack of patience for people shows emotional burnout. Threats and weapon references reflect how close death always feels, like one wrong move could end everything. Spelling out his name and persona feels like branding himself as something feared and known. He describes being so messed up that his body and mind feel like they’re shutting down, beyond fixing. The mask and gold teeth create an image of intimidation and identity, someone who’s both hidden and flashy. Fame is treated darkly, like people only get attention when something bad happens. There’s a constant warning that pulling weapons or talking tough better be real, because pretending can get you killed. Turning enemies into products shows how violence gets commodified, becoming part of the grind. The drug references keep escalating, painting a picture of excess and self-destruction. Money is hidden, trust is low, and everything feels paranoid. He compares himself to a surgeon, suggesting precision and cold focus when dealing with conflict. Local pride comes through again, tying his identity to New Orleans and his roots. The verse ends with a hard line about never cooperating with singerities, reinforcing his code of silence and loyalty to the street over the system.

[Bridge: Ruby da Cherry]
The bridge is more about vibe than storytelling. Ruby uses repeated sounds and shoutouts to reinforce where he’s from and who he represents, letting the beat breathe while keeping the energy tense, hypnotic, and rooted in his neighborhood identity.

[Verse 3: Ruby da Cherry]
Ruby’s verse is more reflective and emotional, even though it still carries aggression. He talks about spending his whole life hiding flaws and pain, blending in just to survive. He openly accepts blame for his past and fully commits to his crew and identity. Luxury cars and colors are mentioned, but they feel more like distractions than true happiness. He suggests walking away from darker spiritual paths, trying to do better, even if inner demons aren’t happy about it. Life feels raw and overwhelming, and he’s pushing through it without filters. Speeding and flirting with death show how reckless he still feels, almost daring the end to come so he doesn’t have to feel weak or controlled by life. He mentions sobriety, hinting at real progress and hard-earned clarity, even if the struggle isn’t over. There’s honesty about how common it once felt to want to die, especially when young and lost. Now, he wants peace and privacy more than chaos or attention. He still watches enemies but chooses prayer over obsession. Loyalty is huge for him, sharing whatever he has with his people and being willing to suffer for them. Even with growth, he stays armed and committed to his group until death. He admits to covering pain with jokes and smiles, knowing the sweetness of life came too late. The ending lines show him moving through life boldly, leaving marks behind, unapologetic and loud, even when things get messy.

[Chorus: Ruby da Cherry]
This chorus repeats the idea that their upbringing was full of dysfunction, and that shaped who they are today. Messing up isn’t a surprise to them, it’s almost expected. Instead of explaining themselves, they brush off outside opinions and refuse to be lectured by people who never lived their reality.

[Verse 4: Ruby da Cherry]
This short verse is about pride and loyalty. Ruby reaffirms his connection to his neighborhood and crew, comparing them to warriors who’ve been through battles and damage. He presents himself as a leader, aggressive and fearless, reminding listeners that he came from addiction and ruin but is still standing.

[Outro: Ruby da Cherry & $crim]
The outro circles back to chants and shoutouts, reinforcing identity, location, and crew loyalty. It feels like a final stamp on the track, emphasizing unity, confidence, and roots, ending the song the same way it began, loud, defiant, and fully committed to who they are and where they come from.