FINALE DIVERSO Lyrics – Noyz Narcos

FINALE DIVERSO Lyrics Meaning

[Strofa 1: Noyz Narcos]
He talks about growing up in a tough area with wild kids who shaped his early life. His childhood was filled with both nightmares and dreams, all happening in the same rough spots where he hung out. He describes the neighborhood like a second home, even if it was messy and dangerous. He often wonders what goes on in his mind when he writes, but feels that people who listen sometimes understand him better than he understands himself. The heavy smoke around him represents confusion and unhealthy habits he’s had for years. He carries the memory of friends he lost, almost like they’re tattooed on him, and their absence still weighs on him. His bond with God is complicated; they’ve had many silent conversations during dark times. Some people want to be like him, while others hope to see him fail or disappear completely. He mentions moments where he felt so close to danger that it was like sitting across from the devil, ready for whatever came next, but still forcing a smile as if he had nothing left to lose.

[Ritornello: Shiva]
He reflects on the tattoos on his skin, which remind him of friends he has lost over time. He feels drained, saying he doesn’t have any tears left after everything he has lived through. He grew up mostly on his own, surrounded by constant fights and moving from place to place, making life unstable. Later, even when he became a father, he still faced struggles that made everything harder. He talks to God in his mind, wondering if God has seen all of this and hoping his life will lead to a different outcome than the one he fears. He explains that when he puts down weed, it’s usually because he’s picking up a gun, but if he sets the gun aside, it’s because he’s writing down his thoughts.

[Post-Ritornello: Noyz Narcos & Shiva]
He wonders if God has ever truly witnessed the type of life he’s lived. He hopes that someday the anger he carries might turn into something better. He says he has put everything into his craft, even his own pain, and he’s not ready to give it up. Writing has been part of his life since he was a kid, scribbling in a school notebook.

[Strofa 2: Shiva]
He says many people want him gone, but he asks God to forgive them because they don’t understand how wrong they are. Even though he prayed many times and never heard an answer, he still believes in God, but feels like God chooses to stay hidden. He sees himself as someone chosen to carry certain experiences, like he’s meant to speak truths others won’t. Maybe that’s why some people want him to stay quiet. He mentions that he’s worked hard, stayed strong, and pushed through pain, while others don’t realize that destroying him won’t save them. His childhood rushed by, filled with danger, making him feel like he was living and dying at the same time. He carries something for protection, almost like a religious figure holding a staff. He says that if someone loves who he is today, they shouldn’t hate the person he’s becoming, because his growth comes from sacrifice. He feels he has given up the best parts of himself along the way. He believes he might die in his music or out in the streets. Most people he knows come from rough backgrounds, surrounded by crime and addiction, raised without stable families. So he says if anyone out there hears him, they should act, because if nothing changes, he’ll just keep writing his truth.

[Ritornello: Shiva]
He mentions again that the tattoos on his skin remind him of the friends he’s lost. He feels like he’s cried enough for a lifetime. Growing up alone, dealing with arguments and constant moves, left him hardened. Becoming a father brought responsibility, but life didn’t get easier. He keeps asking God whether He has witnessed everything he has gone through and hopes his story will end differently from the path he fears he’s on. When he stops smoking, it’s usually because life pushes him toward violence, but when he puts the gun down, it’s because he’s trying to express himself through his writing instead.

[Outro: Noyz Narcos]
He keeps asking whether God has ever walked through the kind of life he has lived. He hopes that someday all the bitterness around him might turn into something better. He has put his heart, sweat, and pain into his work and refuses to abandon it. He reminds himself that this journey started long ago, back when he was just a kid writing in a school notebook.