Chainmail Lyrics – BENEE

Chainmail Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
The intro shows someone protecting themselves from emotional pain by putting up invisible armor. They’re avoiding feelings they can’t face and keeping a tough exterior, even though inside they might feel uneasy. The chaos around them affects their mood, but on the surface, no one can see the struggle.

[Chorus]
The chorus repeats the idea of emotional self-protection. The person has built a strong barrier around themselves to block out hurt and ignore feelings they aren’t ready to face. Even though they seem calm and untouchable from the outside, the turbulence they witness still affects them deep down.

[Verse 1]
This verse talks about closing off from others while still letting some in. The person spends time alone to deal with heavy thoughts and avoid wasting energy on negativity. Despite keeping walls up, they’re ready to support someone they care about whenever needed.

[Pre-Chorus]
Here, they show resilience against attacks or criticism. They remain calm and firm, refusing to be dragged into conflict. Even when challenged, they stay in control, signaling that negativity or pressure won’t shake them, and they’re ready to face it without reacting aggressively.

[Chorus]
In this longer chorus, the focus is on the ongoing struggle of staying emotionally armored. The person continues to block feelings they can’t process while appearing unaffected to others. The turbulence they witness—whether drama, stress, or conflict—makes them uneasy internally, even though no one can see the battle. It emphasizes the effort of maintaining this protective shell and the constant push and pull between outward calm and inner unrest.

[Verse 2]
This verse shows vulnerability and fear beneath the tough exterior. Attempts to engage or open up feel overwhelming, leading to panic and a desire to hide. Even small interactions can trigger anxiety, revealing that the armor protects them from emotional exposure but doesn’t erase inner tension.

[Pre-Chorus]
The pre-chorus repeats the strength and calm in the face of attacks. The person acknowledges challenges but refuses to react emotionally. They are gentle but assertive, showing that others’ attempts to provoke or hurt them have no effect, reinforcing their control and inner stability.

[Chorus]
In this chorus, the repeated imagery of chainmail shows how deeply the person shields themselves. They continue to deflect feelings they aren’t ready to handle, maintaining the appearance of strength. Despite the turbulence around them, they manage to stay composed externally, highlighting the tension between hidden vulnerability and outward resilience. The repetition emphasizes the constant effort it takes to remain protected.

[Outro]
The outro highlights that even though the person is armored, the chaos and drama they witness still affect them internally. Their protective shell keeps them safe from direct emotional harm, but it doesn’t completely stop the unease caused by external stress. It shows a mix of strength and human vulnerability, ending on the note that the struggle to stay unhurt is ongoing.