Carried Away Lyrics – $uicideboy$

Carried Away Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
A producer tag and hype line, nothing deep here.

[Verse 1: Ruby Da Cherry]
He’s calling himself a “bad guy having a good day,” showing how he’s accepted his flaws and is just going with the flow. He’s used to playing life like a game—saving himself when needed, never paying upfront, but willing to hustle if there’s money in it. He doesn’t feel like a hero; there’s no “S” on his chest like Superman, and he’s tired of people telling him what to do. Carrying a gun isn’t just for protection, it’s because the world’s a dark place, and deep down, he might even be drawn to that danger. He tries to level up in life, even if no one notices, and he struggles with whether he’s supposed to keep fighting or just give in. He shows up covered in life’s messes, while others are still running to their parents for safety. Since childhood, he’s been carrying emotional pain—like he was born into trauma. Even his earliest memories, like being breastfed, are laced with negativity. He’s saying, “You wonder why I’m messed up? It started from day one.” There’s a deep mix of pain, toughness, and honesty in his words—he’s not trying to be a role model, just real about how hard life’s been.

[Chorus: \ \]
He talks about being deep into drügs—Xanax, opiates, cough syrup, lean, and molly. It’s part of his everyday life and something he even shares with his close circle. The “dance like Selene” line adds a bit of a surreal or fantasy vibe, showing how drügs help him escape reality.

[Verse 2: Scrim]
He’s coming in with aggression and pain, basically saying if anyone wants problems, he’s ready. But underneath that, he’s numbing himself so much that even drügs don’t do much anymore. There’s a deep sadness—he talks about begging for his dad while his dad begs for drügs, and his mom’s addiction too. The whole environment he grew up in was broken. He tries to change direction, but his past always pulls him back. He says it’s like planting seeds in dirt where nothing can grow—hope feels pointless. There’s violence and darkness building up in him, and he describes feeling like he’s on a mission, even if it’s destructive. Comparing himself to Hans Zimmer, he sees himself as creating something cinematic and intense from his underground world. Even in hopeless moments, he wants to go out with pride. His hands are so used to violence they feel stuck that way. He calls out to his fans in pain, saying they get it—but outsiders don’t understand the cost of this lifestyle. He’s tired of people glamorizing the drug use when, for him, it comes from real suffering. There’s a strong message of emotional exhaustion and a sense of being trapped in a brutal cycle.

[Chorus: \ \]
Once again, he’s listing all the drügs in his system—Xanax, opiates, lean, and molly. It’s not just about partying; it’s a way of life and part of how he connects with the people around him. There’s almost a numb rhythm to it, like he’s stuck in a loop he can’t break.

[Verse 3: Night Lovell]
He starts by saying he can’t find love and feels trapped in his own head. He’s trying to figure life out but keeps getting hit with new struggles. Sending money to “003” and moving through different places shows he’s always on the move, likely dealing with street life and hustle. He’s flexing the car he drives and making it clear no one can take what’s his. He’s not interested in love but still appreciates physical attraction. He feels untouchable because of who he is and the connections he has. Even when there’s a target on his back, he refuses to hide. He tries to meet people halfway emotionally, but even trying feels like a lot. He talks about how women see him, throws in bold s*xual lines, then goes right back to dark, violent thoughts—saying he can’t be killed, and when he speaks, it’s serious and dangerous. He compares himself to Timmy Turner from *Fairly OddParents*, suggesting he can make anything happen, even deadly things. The line about “carried away” repeats his feeling of losing control—either from drügs, violence, or his own thoughts. He knows he’s sinning but can’t seem to stop himself.

[Chorus: \ \]
He’s going heavy on the drug imagery again—talking about having Xanax in his veins, sharing opiates with his crew, and always having lean and molly around. These substances aren’t just recreational for him—they’re part of his lifestyle, his escape, and maybe his downfall. The repetition of this chorus shows how central addiction is to his world.