B2ZY NFSI – بأذي نفسي Lyrics – Abyusif – أبيوسف

B2ZY NFSI – بأذي نفسي Lyrics Meaning

[المقدمة]
It starts with him calling his name, showing he’s about to express something personal and real.

[اللازمة]
He talks about wearing many faces in life but still feeling exposed inside. Money comes and goes but never brings peace or clarity. He’s no longer the same person he was in a past relationship. People only understand or feel him when he’s singing, not in his real life. Music becomes the only way his emotions are seen.

[المقطع الأول]
He feels trapped and frustrated, unable to close doors from the past. He breaks through fake people and their lies, staying focused on his goals. He’s moved away from darkness, trying to find peace, but still feels heavy inside. He doesn’t want to talk much because words don’t help anymore. Nighttime brings comfort, even though it’s confusing. He sees two sides of everything and feels numb, wondering why he can’t feel emotions like before.

[اللازمة]
He repeats how he hides behind different masks but can’t truly hide who he is. Even with money, his mind stays restless. He’s changed since losing someone close and feels unseen unless he’s performing. Singing is the only way people notice his pain. Despite success, emptiness follows him, and nothing feels real anymore. He’s stuck between who he shows to the world and who he really is inside.

[المقطع الثاني]
He feels unseen because he never complains openly, only through his songs. Fun and chaos are part of his nature, but he’s tired of being stuck inside his own head. He wants to escape himself, forget certain people, and let go of old memories. Writing becomes his only release when silence gets heavy. He distances himself from others, not out of rudeness but because he’s exhausted from pretending. He just wants to rest from his own personality.

[اللازمة]
Again, he reflects on wearing many faces and how money doesn’t calm his thoughts. He’s changed since losing someone, and no one truly feels him except when he sings. Music stays his only real outlet.

[الخاتمة]
He says people only understand him when he sings because that’s when he’s most himself. In expressing his pain through songs, he ends up hurting himself, admitting that his art and his pain are deeply connected.