Trauma Lyrics (English Translation) – Tony Boy

Trauma (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

[Chorus]
Here he keeps repeating the idea of trauma to show how heavy and constant it feels in his life. He is asking the other person to open up and share their pain too, not just his own. It sounds like he wants a real, honest exchange instead of surface-level talk. At the same time, he points out how outsiders often dismiss deep emotional struggles, treating them like fake drama or exaggeration. For him, this pain is real and ongoing, not entertainment. The repetition feels obsessive, like trauma looping in his head and shaping every conversation and connection he has.

[Verse 1]
In this part, he talks about living in a constant state of tension and mistrust. He suggests that hate is often loud but weak, while love can hide manipulation and hidden plans. He reflects on long nights and emotional journeys, questioning how much more he needs to go through before he can finally heal. He pushes people away even when they want closeness, because he feels stuck and frozen inside himself. There’s a childlike image of wishing for stars and simple desires, showing vulnerability beneath the hardness. He longs for the past and for someone who made him feel alive. Without that person’s presence, he feels like he exists only in their thoughts, not fully in reality.

[Chorus]
Again, the repeated lines highlight how trauma dominates his inner world. He’s inviting the listener or a loved one to share their own wounds, almost like saying pain is easier when it’s mutual. He feels misunderstood by people who see emotional struggle as unnecessary drama instead of something serious. The repetition also suggests he’s trapped in these thoughts, unable to move past them. Trauma becomes both a question and a bond, something that separates him from others while also being the one thing that could connect them if they were honest enough.

[Verse 2]
Here he reflects on growth and survival. Things he once imagined have become real because he forced them into existence. Even though he feels like he lost many times, he never truly quit, which makes failure hard to define for him. He talks about mental escape, traveling emotionally without leaving home. Relationships turn into battles, where love feels like something to conquer rather than something peaceful. Despite always feeling at war inside, he finally finds a strange sense of calm by accepting his trauma instead of running from it.

[Chorus]
This final repetition feels heavier and more resigned. Trauma is no longer just a question; it’s a shared language between him and the listener. He still wants honesty and real stories, but he knows most people will continue to judge from the outside. The word drama keeps coming back, showing his frustration with being misunderstood. Trauma has become a label others use lightly, while for him it’s something that shaped his identity, choices, and emotional survival every single day.

[Outro]
A hint of danger and emotional breaking point.