2009 Reggie Bush Lyrics – $uicideboy$

2009 Reggie Bush Lyrics Meaning

[Intro: $crim]
This part sets a dark, sarcastic tone right away. It mixes shock humor with violent imagery to grab attention, while shouting out his neighborhood and city. He’s repping where he’s from with pride, acting reckless and loud, showing confidence, chaos, and a don’t-care attitude toward consequences or outside judgment.

[Verse 1: $crim]
He comes in sounding extremely confident and aggressive, acting like someone who feels unstoppable and larger than life. He paints himself as a person who rose above limits, someone who doesn’t feel tied down by neighbors, rules, or expectations. There’s a lot of bragging, but it’s not polished bragging; it feels messy, wild, and fueled by dr�gs, anger, and adrenaline. He keeps pushing people away verbally, making it clear he doesn’t want opinions, advice, or criticism from anyone watching him.

A big part of this verse shows how success hasn’t brought peace. Even though he talks about reaching high levels, he still feels surrounded by haters and fake people. He compares himself to athletes and pop culture figures to show dominance and fearlessness, but under that is constant tension. Drug use keeps popping up, not as something glamorous, but as something deeply woven into his daily life, like a coping tool he barely questions anymore.

He also reflects on growing up in unstable environments. He didn’t learn morals from perfect role models, but from people struggling just to survive. Pool halls, addicts, and broken homes shaped his view of right and wrong. Family moments appear too, showing contrast: a grandmother trying to save money and a father teaching him to stand firm and not cancel out mistakes with more mistakes. Those lines show there was guidance, but life still went off the rails.

There’s also a sense of boredom and restlessness. Rap doesn’t fully satisfy him, and he jokes about switching paths entirely, which shows how detached he feels from normal career goals. Fame hasn’t fixed the emptiness. Violence is mentioned casually, almost like a reflex, showing how conflict feels normal rather than shocking to him.

Throughout the verse, he openly admits that his lifestyle could kill him. He knows dr�gs might win in the end, but he refuses to see himself as a failure. Even if everything crashes, he wants to go out believing he lived loudly and on his own terms. The whole section feels like someone yelling their life story at full volume so no one can talk over them.

[Chorus: $crim]
This section is pure rejection. He’s forcefully telling everyone to back off, whether they’re critics, fake supporters, or people trying to control his image. It’s about personal space, ego, and frustration. He doesn’t want advice, judgment, or attention that feels fake. Repeating the line over and over shows how fed up he is, like he’s constantly surrounded by noise and just wants everyone to stop bothering him. It also reinforces dominance, independence, and emotional defensiveness.

[Bridge: Ruby da Cherry]
This part is about repping roots and territory. By repeating his side of town, he’s grounding the song back to where he comes from. It’s pride, loyalty, and identity, reminding listeners that his mindset was shaped by his neighborhood and won’t change just because of fame.

[Verse 2: Ruby da Cherry]
This verse feels darker and more reflective. He talks like someone always expecting danger or death, moving carefully through life while still being surrounded by violent thoughts. The nighttime setting and weapons suggest paranoia and survival mode, as if peace never fully arrives. Strange signs and visions make him feel like death is always close, which feeds into his constant awareness of mortality.

He describes battling inner demons almost like physical enemies. Instead of running, he confronts them head-on, even with humor and sarcasm. The idea of changing timelines shows how one moment, one action, can permanently shift a life, whether for better or worse. There’s a sense that he knows his choices matter, but he still feels trapped in cycles.

Relationships come up briefly, but they’re treated cautiously. He pushes away temptation and distractions, suggesting he’s already committed elsewhere or simply tired of shallow connections. There’s also a strange mix of kindness and menace when he talks about enemies, wishing them well while knowing their frustration will grow.

Fame feels hollow here. Being on stage doesn’t change much for him; praise and boos blend together. Money brings regret instead of happiness. He admits feeling stuck in repetition, doing the same things over and over, waiting for it all to end. Isolation becomes his response. He pulls away from people, disappears, and keeps moving in loops, trying to cope with exhaustion, confusion, and emotional numbness.

[Chorus: Ruby da Cherry]
This chorus is about shutting out negativity and nonsense. He’s rejecting drama, fake energy, and things that drain him mentally. It’s calmer than the earlier hook but still firm. He’s choosing distance, silence, and separation over engaging. Repeating the phrase shows how often he has to defend his peace, like the world keeps testing his patience and he’s done entertaining it.