Sto Tysięcy Razy Lyrics – White 2115

Sto Tysięcy Razy Lyrics Meaning

[Refren]
In the refrain, the singer expresses how deeply dependent they feel on their significant other, saying that life feels impossible without them. They cope by partying loudly, masking their sadness, as no one noticed their tears. The intensity of their emotions is overwhelming, and they fear that if their partner leaves, they will have to relive that pain countless times, highlighting a mix of vulnerability and desperation.

[Zwrotka]
As summer comes to an end, the singer reflects on their lifestyle, acknowledging that they should have stopped drinking by now. They admit to their reckless habits but feel it’s a normal part of who they are. Recently, life has become chaotic for them. They drive a powerful car but feel amazed that their partner feels safe with them despite their emotional turmoil, comparing themselves to a heartless robot. They sense that their partner longs to escape the mundanity of everyday life.

[Bridge]
In this bridge, the singer suggests they lead an exciting and adventurous life, inviting their partner to join in on these experiences. They liken themselves to a first-class passenger with a kamikaze pilot, implying that while life is thrilling, it can also feel dangerous and unpredictable.

[Refren]
Repeating the themes from earlier, the refrain emphasizes the singer’s emotional turmoil without their partner. They express how they struggle to breathe without them and resort to loud distractions to hide their pain. Their emotions feel magnified, and they dread the thought of enduring heartbreak over and over if their partner decides to leave.

[Zwrotka 2]
In the second verse, the singer reassures their partner, promising they won’t be harmed. They reminisce about being in a dark place recently, yet their partner felt safest with them during that time. The singer describes waking up late with tired eyes and acknowledges their scars from past experiences. They flaunt their material possessions and expensive brands but note the conflicting feelings in their relationship, hinting that their partner might want them to stay, presenting a crucial moment in their connection.

[Bridge]
This bridge reiterates the idea of a thrilling life together, inviting the partner to share in these adventures. The reference to being in first class with a kamikaze pilot adds to the notion that, while life can be exhilarating, it also comes with risks.

[Refren]
The refrain circles back to the singer’s intense feelings of dependence. They again highlight their inability to cope without their partner, using loud celebrations as a mask for their hidden pain. The fear of losing their partner and experiencing that heartache repeatedly weighs heavily on them, intensifying their vulnerability.