Tryna Find My Way Home Lyrics – Tatiana Manaois

Tryna Find My Way Home Lyrics Meaning

[I ran about three red lights…]
This part shows how overwhelmed and distracted she is—so much that she’s not even paying attention to something as serious as traffic lights. Her mind is stuck on deep thoughts like why she’s still here, the moments she lost, and how quickly life is passing by. She wishes she could blame her pain on past trauma, but realizes that life doesn’t always follow the plan. She talks about trying to escape from her own issues, but you can’t really run from your own shadow, from what’s inside you. She admits to fighting emotional battles every night, haunted by her past, but still holds on to her beliefs. Even though this isn’t the first time she’s felt this way, she knows she’s strong enough to get through it again.

[Way too long…]
Here, she’s saying that she’s been stuck in this dark place for a really long time, trying to find her way back to something better—maybe peace or a version of herself she lost. She’s been falling, feeling disconnected and doing things that don’t really help. But there’s still a part of her trying to fix it, trying to find a way back to who she really is.

[Running right into problems…]
Now she talks about how a lot of the problems she faces come from inside her own head. She overthinks things, and even though she might figure them out in her mind, real life doesn’t always work out the same way. She’s been struggling with how she sees herself, how she handles rejection, and finally starts to think maybe she just has to accept some things. Even though love has been confusing and hard for her, she never gave up. She’s learning to be grateful, slowly dropping the act and letting people see her real self. But deep down, she’s scared of messing everything up, even though she’s still trying to grow and move forward.