Terrified Lyrics – Tom MacDonald

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I wanted to get sober for a year but I kept on finding beer I’d look inside my fridge And it would magically appear I’d meet up with my friends and everybody’s saying “Cheers” It’s crazy how your favorite thing could cause so many tears Used to drink a beer and smoke a joint at 7AM

I swear to God I needed something to just get out of bed “Live fast, die young” is what I heard that they said And it sounds pretty cool till you’re practically dead I was ugly, I was broken, I was losing my mind The doctor said that if I took the pills I’d be fine

And I was anxious, I was hopeless so I gave them a try And I followed the doses, but then it ruined my life 7 years sober, every second is hard, every time I leave the house I’d pass by a bar, I got a voice inside my head that’s saying “Stop, park the car” let’s have a drink and celebrate because we’ve made it this far

They told me I won’t change till they cry at my grave I’m terrified that they might be right yeah well maybe I can’t change, but I’ll fight every day I’m terrified that I won’t survive it

I wanted to get sober for a day, throw the drügs away But addictions that took years to build ain’t that easy to break when the beer is always cheap and the bar tender knows your name go head and put it on my tab is what your always gonna say

I used to put a case of beer beside my bed before sleep, I would pass out smoking weed and burn a hole in the sheets “Live fast die young” is what they always would preach
And it sounds pretty cool till you’re struggling to breathe I was lonely, I was stupid, I was drunk in a wreck

The doctor give me pills and say they’d help with the stress But I was suicidal, overwhelmed and depressed so I took the fu*king pills and they just made a mess
And now I’m 7 years sober, everyday is a journey.Every time I pass the liquor mart, my ears start burning there’s a voice in my head saying “Lets get some bourbon” And celebrate how else sobriety has been working

They told me I won’t change till they cry at my grave I’m terrified that they might be right yeah.well maybe I can’t change, but I’ll fight every day I’m terrified that I won’t survive it

I’m terrified of the ride that I’m on but I made my mind up I’m gonna be strong I’m terrified of the person I was but I’m a fighter and I’m gonna rise up

They told me I won’t change till they cry at my grave I’m terrified that they might be right yeah well maybe I can’t change, but I’ll fight every day I’m terrified that I won’t survive it