SURVIVAL LIVE SESSION (Part 1) Lyrics – Rilès

SURVIVAL LIVE SESSION (Part 1) Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
The artist is describing a moment where everything feels off and heavy. The day feels darker than it should, and he’s mentally foggy and unsettled. There’s a sense of emotional storm inside him, like the weather mirrors his mood. He feels isolated at a time he shouldn’t be, and that loneliness is starting to really get to him.

[Verse 1]
He’s stuck in his thoughts, worried that things might never get better. He feels the pressure building up, like he’s withdrawing from something emotional. There’s a dark pull where he almost wants to be the bad guy just to feel something. He thinks about reconnecting with someone, but knows it’ll be hollow and probably something he’ll regret.

[Chorus 1]
Here, he’s going full speed into reckless behavior without feeling sorry about it. He’s spiraling, doing things that don’t make sense like throwing away money, acting like it comes easy. It’s like he’s masking deeper issues with this chaotic energy, pretending the mess doesn’t matter while his actions keep repeating in a loop.

[Mini-Bridge]
The spiral continues—he’s emotionally numb and still rushing through life, not stopping to think. He’s stuck in destructive habits, not showing regret, and just trying to cope by shutting off his feelings.

[Verse 2]
He’s been in this messed-up state since his younger days. Even as he gains more in life, it feels like he’s getting worse inside. He wants to move forward but his steps aren’t matching his intentions. So he tries to tap back into his fighting spirit. He’s constantly battling, wild and restless, like he’s been in survival mode for over a decade, refusing to back down no matter what.

[Chorus 2]
The chaos from before repeats. He’s still in that headspace of not caring, making reckless moves, and acting like money grows from nowhere. It shows he’s stuck in a cycle of self-destruction and denial, throwing away things that could matter while pretending nothing’s wrong.

[Outro]
He repeats the same lines, like he’s trapped in this cycle of spending and losing control. The energy builds up with those loud shouts, showing that he’s emotionally overwhelmed and using noise and intensity to drown it all out.

[DEAD OR ALIVE]
[Intro]
He’s isolating himself, choosing solitude over fake relationships. He doesn’t trust anyone and feels out of place socially. Even though he’s more alive when he’s in his zone, it attracts enemies. He knows people are rooting against him, but he’s aware and ready to face them head-on.

[Verse 1]
He knows there are people out there wishing him harm. They’re doing rituals, trying to bring him down spiritually, but he doesn’t fear them. He’s built up mental armor from everything he’s been through. Even if it means going through hell, he’s not afraid to confront those burning bridges and face the consequences.

[Chorus]
There’s a darker side of him that sometimes takes over, which he tries to hide. It’s like a version of himself—his “Jekyll”—that deals with pain by shutting down or lashing out. He’s walking through the damage he’s caused, trying to clean up without fully addressing the mess.

[Verse 2]
He’s still fighting to find peace, trying to deal with guilt and past mistakes. He doesn’t wait around for a miracle—he’s aware that even when he says he’s okay, he’s often lying to himself. Life feels overwhelming, like he’s stuck in a cycle of violence and reflection, constantly trying to make sense of everything while still carrying the weight.

[Outro]
He’s crying out for help here. The repetition of “free me” shows how trapped he feels inside, like he’s desperate to escape his mental prison.

[SAVE MY MIND]
[Verse 1]
He’s talking about an invisible enemy he’s facing. It’s like a second version of himself comes out when darkness falls. He’s not trying to run away from it—he’s just running out of time. The fight inside him feels endless, but he’s determined to protect his mind.

[Pre Chorus]
He’s trying to keep control of his thoughts before they take over. It feels like a journey to the edge of everything, but he’s still trying to hold on and stay sane.

[Chorus]
He’s pushing himself to not let the darkness win. He’s repeating that he won’t die from within, like he’s making a promise to stay strong even when it’s hard.

[Bridge]
He’s facing demons that aren’t just around him—they’re inside him. Even in bright moments, the darkness follows. The fight is exhausting, but he doesn’t stop. He’s still haunted by thoughts, but he’s determined to keep fighting to protect his mental peace.

[Pre Chorus]
Once again, he’s holding on and trying not to mentally fall apart. It’s like he’s whispering to himself not to lose grip, even if he’s heading into the unknown.

[Chorus]
He repeats his determination to keep going, telling himself over and over not to break. It’s like a mantra to survive everything going on in his head.

[Outro]
He keeps pushing the same message—he won’t let himself break mentally. Even with everything weighing on him, he’s trying hard to stay grounded. The crowd chants and laughs add some release, like a moment of relief after all that inner tension.

[SURVIVAL]
[Intro]
He’s diving deep into his struggles, like emotionally drowning. It’s dark and heavy, and he’s hoping he’ll come out in peace, maybe even wake up in a better place like heaven. But right now, he’s fully in the deep end, surrounded by everything he’s feeling.

[Verse 1]
He’s cutting straight to the point. He didn’t do anything wrong, but people still fell around him. Then suddenly, demons start coming back. He realizes he has to go through pain and chaos before finding peace, and he questions what the point of surviving even is.

[Chorus]
This part doesn’t have lyrics, just raw sounds and emotional expression. It shows the pain can’t even be put into words—it’s all just screaming from the inside.

[Verse 2]
Now he’s dealing with new problems and emotional trauma. He mentions seeing real-life suffering, which puts his own struggles in a bigger context. His mind feels like a war zone, but he’s becoming stronger through it. Even with dark thoughts and fantasies, he holds back for the sake of someone he loves. He keeps fighting, running, and praying, hoping his inner demons won’t take over completely.

[Outro]
He’s sending out a message that you can try to run from your struggles, but you can’t escape your own mind. No matter how high you fly, your shadow follows. But he believes there’s still hope—you can clean up your mistakes and try to fix the chaos you’ve made.