Sorry, taki jestem ; ( Lyrics (English Translation) – Mata

Sorry, taki jestem ; ( (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
Just a shoutout and greeting, nothing serious.

[Chorus]
He’s saying he doesn’t care about the pressure or what people expect from him. He remembers being at the top while he was still really young, and even now, he’s not afraid to speak his mind or make mistakes. He admits he does things his own way, even if it annoys or shocks others, and he can’t change that about himself. He mentions small personal moments, like “unfreezing Maryla,” showing he has his own world and routines that outsiders don’t understand. Haters and idiots might judge him, but he’s indifferent. He even invites people briefly into his personal space, like his Margiela, almost sarcastically, to see a glimpse of who he is. Through it all, he keeps repeating that he’s unapologetically himself, embracing both his flaws and his successes, and he doesn’t feel the need to fit into anyone else’s expectations. It’s a mix of confidence, rebellion, and honesty about his personality and lifestyle.

[Verse 1]
He talks about lashing out at people for no reason and how he has grown used to his own sadness or depression. He refers to people close to him, his “slime,” and gives shoutouts while keeping the future open. He acknowledges his loyal fans, joking about how they bought only a few tickets, but he won’t disappoint them because he respects their support. He criticizes the Polish rap scene as overhyped or shallow, so he made his own choices by signing someone he believes in. Even while running his label, he hasn’t become obsessed with luxury like driving a Mercedes, and he admits money isn’t his main motivator. He would still perform and push his craft even if he had nothing. He mentions the contacts and opportunities around him, but stresses that he won’t let the chaos or negativity affect him. In the end, he repeats that he won’t change for anyone and embraces who he is, flaws and all.

[Chorus]
Here he emphasizes again that pressure doesn’t affect him and reminds listeners he was already successful at a young age. He rejects negativity and judgment from others, stating he has to figure things out on his own. He reaffirms that he’s the same person despite fame or criticism and highlights small personal touches, like “unfreezing Maryla,” showing he stays grounded in his life. He’s aware that some people care too much about him, but he doesn’t let them dictate his actions. By inviting people briefly into his world, he shows confidence and a hint of playfulness. The repeated lines about being himself underline that he accepts his behavior and attitude, unapologetically continuing his path without compromising who he is. It’s a mix of defiance, self-awareness, and pride in individuality.

[Verse 2]
He talks about rumors and gossip, admitting that if he believed all the negative things said about him, he’d feel completely trapped. Despite this, he feels free to explore any style or direction in music and life because he’s in control. He stresses that he’s fully responsible for his own life, taking charge without depending on others. Progress and growth are his main rules, and he has big ambitions in Polish showbiz. He criticizes people who talk about him constantly or leave his close circle, emphasizing loyalty and the few friends who feel like family. He values relationships and authenticity over money, fame, or trends. He insists on staying true to himself even if it means standing against the world, showing pride, confidence, and a refusal to conform to anyone else’s expectations.

[Chorus]
He repeats that pressure doesn’t bother him and remembers his early success as a kid. He continues to reject judgment and emphasizes that he must do things in his own way. He admits he has his quirks and personal routines, like “unfreezing Maryla,” and invites people briefly into his private world. He stresses that he won’t change for anyone, no matter what others think about him. He repeats over and over that this is just how he is, unapologetically living life on his own terms. The chorus blends defiance, self-confidence, and honesty, making it clear that he is fully aware of his personality, flaws, and strengths, and he’s not willing to compromise them for anyone or anything.