ПРОСТИ (SORRY) Lyrics – MM44 TURBO SHITPOST MACHINE

ПРОСТИ (SORRY) Lyrics Meaning

[Куплет 1 (Verse 1)]
The artist feels deep regret, believing that forgiveness is impossible. He uses the metaphor of a missed train to show that his chance for redemption is long gone. Even if he could go back in time, he wouldn’t know what to say to his loved ones. He admits he thought he was a family man, but in reality, his only true legacy is his rap career. He sees new rappers emerging but feels disconnected from them, unsure of what advice he could even offer. His tour continues successfully, but trust is like credit—he keeps borrowing from it, knowing he can’t pay it back. Fans have short memories, moving on quickly, but their cheers and attention will eventually fade, leaving him to face the consequences of his past actions.

[Припев (Chorus)]
The artist sees himself as a destructive force, someone who ruins everything he touches. He compares emotional wounds he’s caused to craters on the moon—deep and permanent. He admits he’s not made for love, calling himself a grown child who selfishly wanted to own and control everything. His reckless ambition has left his mind burnt out. He describes himself as a saber-toothed tiger, dangerous and unstoppable, warning others to stay out of his way. In the end, all he can do is apologize, even if it doesn’t change anything.

[Куплет 2 (Verse 2)]
He apologizes for leaving someone behind, disappearing backstage instead of facing them. He knew he was wrong from the start but didn’t have the courage to confront it. He admits to running away out of fear. The mention of avoiding interviews, like with famous journalist Yuri Dud, suggests he avoids accountability. He feels like he has betrayed everyone, and being around him is like holding a sea urchin—painful and dangerous. Despite hearing the pain he has caused, his heart remains cold and unresponsive. He calls himself weak, unable to truly express emotions in his own voice, only through a song. The weight of his past mistakes still haunts him, but he struggles to feel anything real anymore.

[Припев (Chorus)]
The chorus repeats, reinforcing the idea that he is self-destructive and incapable of love. He views himself as someone who causes harm and chaos, comparing himself to a vampire who drains those around him. He recognizes his selfish desires and uncontrolled ambition but feels powerless to change. His mind is exhausted, and he continues to push people away, unable to do anything but say “sorry.”

[Аутро (Outro)]
In the final lines, he admits he has ultimately betrayed himself. He looks in the mirror but avoids making eye contact, symbolizing self-loathing and a lack of identity. He never became the person he wanted to be. After so many years, he wonders what he could even say to himself now, as he’s left questioning everything.