Self-Inflicted Lyrics – $uicideboy$

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[Intro: Ruby Da Cherry]
(This was made exclusively for FTP)
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby
You don’t fu*king know me, b!tch
(Pull the trigger, Budd Dwyer)
I’m tired of all these dudes
(Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy)
Hmm, fu*k your homies
(Ayy, haha)
Shut the fu*k up and listen
(Ayy)
[Verse 1: Ruby Da Cherry]
Five to the nine to the grey, such a clan of mistakes
I tried taking my life as a plan to escape
Never planned to get paid
All this cash in the bank got me laughing maniacally
Gas in the tank, no more asking, “Please hire me”
Begging, “Don’t fire me, sir, I’m so sorry I’m late”
Now I am late when I wanna be, so I’m gonna be late
What the fu*k’s my name? I forgot it
What day is today? Drügs prey on my brain
Can’t stop it, keep on popping
“Oddy changed after the fame”
Hahaha, b!tch, I’m still the same piece of s*it that you ignored in college
Yah, yah, yah

[Interlude: Scrim]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I swear to God, I hate every single one of you motherfu*kers
(Second world, ahh)
Ayy, ayy

[Verse 2: Scrim]
Double cup, drowning my hurt (Ah)
FTP all on my shirt (Ah)
Told Zac’, “I need me a Perc'” (Ah)

Starship, I’m whipping like Kirk (Ah)
Might be off Addy and Xan (Ah)
G*59 be the clan (Ah)
Chew all my pills like my dad (Ah)
Grab my d!ck, “He-He,” I’m bad (Ah)
Fu*k a stigma, I’m a drug addict
Mind missing like Trump ballots
Empty the jacket out the ratchet
More guns than Barack’s pallets
Mind missing like “Hey, found it”
I’m too foul like “Hey, count it”
Shouting “Grey” like I’m autistic
So high, broke the laws of physics