PHEM Lyrics – Lil Tracy

PHEM Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
He is admitting strong feelings for someone named Tracy but also doesn’t want to mess up their friendship. The “Phem” and “Bloodymouth” lines are more like emotional sounds showing intensity and mood.

[Chorus]
He’s living life fully, spending freely, and chasing fun, but he can’t stop thinking about this girl. She’s the center of his thoughts, and nothing else seems important without her. He feels emotionally lost and even compares his feelings to a heavy burden, like hanging from a cross. She’s someone he never truly had, yet her laughter and presence feel essential to him. He’s impatient for what comes next in life, skipping over normal steps because her memory and image, especially her green hair, dominate his mind constantly.

[Verse]
He talks about people trying to get close to him, but he’s focused on his own life and operates on a different schedule than everyone else. He’s drinking and using drügs while traveling to exciting places like Tokyo and Osaka, living a luxurious, high-energy lifestyle. Despite the partying and wealth, he remembers how people doubted him before he succeeded. He enjoys good food, counts his money, and feels confident in his prime, but there’s an underlying mix of emptiness because none of this replaces the girl he keeps thinking about.

[Bridge]
He repeats an action involving his “vamps,” which could refer to his friends, crew, or habits, emphasizing a routine or loyalty. It shows a sense of rhythm in his life and maybe keeping himself busy or protected emotionally.

[Chorus]
Again, he talks about living extravagantly and enjoying life, but his thoughts always return to the girl with green hair. He regrets losing her or not having her fully and feels incomplete without her. Everything else—money, fun, experiences—seems secondary to her laughter and presence. He’s rushing through life, skipping steps, and longing for moments with her, showing that she dominates his heart and mind despite all the excitement around him.