Nunca He Sido Honesto. Lyrics (English Translation) – LATIN MAFIA

Nunca He Sido Honesto. (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

[Chorus]
In the chorus, the singer is openly admitting to their flaws and bad behavior. They acknowledge the consequences of their actions, suggesting they’ve sacrificed a lot for their lifestyle. There’s a sense of resignation as they feel they deserve the negative outcomes they face. The mention of hating themselves adds to the emotional intensity, revealing an inner conflict where they lash out at others as a reflection of their own self-hatred.

[Verse]
In the verse, the singer addresses a complicated relationship, feeling that love from the other person is conditional. They express frustration about never being enough for this person, feeling physically weak and burdened despite their thinness. This contrast highlights their emotional heaviness, showing that even if they appear fine on the outside, they are struggling internally. The admission of dishonesty emphasizes their feelings of laziness and the difficulty in confronting their true self.

[Chorus]
Returning to the chorus, the singer reiterates their admission of being “bad” and the sacrifices they’ve made. They seem to embrace their flaws, feeling almost resigned to their fate. The line about deserving the pain reinforces their self-loathing and belief that they can’t escape the cycle of negativity. They also express a readiness to confront anyone who expresses hatred towards them, mirroring their own feelings of self-hatred, which leads to a cycle of anger and aggression.