Виноват (My Fault) Lyrics – ODURACHEN, ФОГЕЛЬ FOGEL

Виноват (My Fault) Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
The intro sets a sad and lonely mood. The singer feels hurt again and wonders why he is always the one to blame. He talks about constant coldness, both emotional and literal, and the never-ending search for reasons to fight. He questions whether life can be any better or if suffering is just inevitable. Despite everything, he realizes that someone out there might have it even worse. The city feels dark and lifeless, mirroring his own emptiness. He feels abandoned and useless, as if no one really needs him.

[Chorus]
The chorus reflects feelings of guilt and self-doubt. The singer questions if he is truly at fault for everything, even for loving someone. He repeats these thoughts, showing his inner struggle and confusion. No matter what he does, he feels like he is always to blame.

[Verse 1]
The singer describes how nothing changes—music still plays, but he drowns himself in alcohol to escape reality. He doesn’t understand why everything is so messed up and wonders if he created his own problems. He feels guilty for expressing love and even for trying to fix things. He wakes up in fear every day, realizing his relationship is falling apart. His soul is exhausted, tormented by sadness day and night. He needed love but never got enough, and as time passed, the way people treated him completely broke him. His emotions are overwhelming, and he feels like he is losing himself.

[Chorus Meaning (Extended)]
Here, the guilt deepens. He acknowledges the pain but knows he has to leave. Love shouldn’t make him feel this way, yet he still feels responsible. They are alone together, but the relationship is already over. He lists all the reasons to let go but still asks if he’s to blame for everything, even for his own suffering.

[Verse 2]
This verse talks about the pressure and expectations placed on him by others. He recalls being mocked for needing therapy, as if seeking help means weakness. People around him never truly believed in him; they only judged him, compared him to others, and boxed him into stereotypes. His fears, insecurities, and suppressed emotions piled up because he was never allowed to express them. Instead of support, he only received criticism and commands—being told to study, act normal, respect singerity, and meet expectations. He was constantly questioned about his future, but no one considered how much pressure that put on him. His mind is overwhelmed by the weight of others’ opinions, leaving him wondering why he isn’t allowed to seek help.

[Pre-Chorus]
The singer reflects on whether life could ever be better or if suffering is just the way things are. He acknowledges that while he feels miserable, someone out there might be going through something even worse. The city feels cold and lifeless, just like him, making him feel even more alone and unneeded.

[Final Chorus]
The last chorus repeats the same questions, emphasizing his ongoing struggle with guilt and self-worth. He still wonders if he is to blame for everything, even for the love he gave. The repetition shows how trapped he feels in these emotions, unable to escape the cycle of guilt and self-doubt.