Looking Back Lyrics – Yungeen Ace

[Intro]
Heart heavy, I can’t fight it
Tryna love, but I can’t hide it
Too many nights I’ve been bleeding
Chasing love, I stopped believing (Stopped believing)
Scars on my soul, they ain’t healing
Still hear your voice when I’m dreaming
Cold nights, I’ve been fading (I can’t)
Love gone, can’t replace it (Hear your voice when I’m dreaming)
You was right, but the time wrong (I hear your voice when I’m dreaming)
Now I’m stuck tryna hold on

[Verse 1]
Follow my heart, I don’t know where it’s going (Where it’s going, it’s going)
Gone off this pill, tryna see how I’m going (Throw back this pill)
I tilt my hat to all them n!ggas who keeping it real (Tilt my hat)
In this world, nobody care ’bout how you feel (Nobody care)
You had your shot, you mad at yourself on why you fumbled (You had your shot)
I was putting the pieces together when the world, it was crumbling (The world was crumbling)

[Chorus]
Looking back, it wasn’t easy for me (Easy)
I can’t go back on how wrong they did me (How wrong they did me)

[Verse 2]
I’m at war with my thoughts
We show up on the score, but why it still feel like we lost?
Bro said some crazy s*it on the phone, I don’t know what he talking ’bout (What the fu*k?)
The one time I don’t come through is the time we falling out (Damn)
Look at me, I made it out the hood, that’s what it’s all about (Look, I made it)
Bro mad about that s*it, chill, don’t chalk him out (Just chill)
I don’t care how close we is, you cross me, I’ll X you out
I don’t know, if you leave me right now, I don’t know if I can do without you
Hiding in the house from paparazzi (From paparazzi)
I ain’t depending on nobody, I can do without you
Don’t think the beef over after you execute your rival (Don’t think it’s over)
I ain’t choosing sides between these rappers when they beefing (I can’t)

Fu*k the gimmicks, you gon’ die you play with me (Play with me)

[Chorus]
Looking back, it wasn’t easy for me (It wasn’t easy for me)
I can’t go back on how wrong they did me (I can’t go back)
Looking back, it wasn’t easy for me (It wasn’t easy for me)
I can’t go back on how wrong they did me

[Verse 3]
I’m always ‘xpecting that you lying, how I know it’s the truth?
All the nights you held me when I was crying brought me closer to you (Closer to you)
I’m ready to tell you I do
If I could buy time, I’d spend it all on you (I’d spend it all on you)
I’d spend it all on you
I cannot stop ’til I’m bleeding (‘Til I’m bleeding)
My heart went cold, now I’m anemic
Fighting for my soul with my demons
It’s time to let go for the reasons
I know it’s my fault, dove in way too deep (Too deep)
It’s my fault for thinking they real when they was playing for keeps
If I give you my heart, don’t be playing with me
Be careful with your words and what you saying to me

[Chorus]
Looking back, it wasn’t easy for me (It wasn’t easy for me)
I can’t go back on how wrong they did me (I can’t go back)
Looking back, it wasn’t easy for me (It wasn’t easy for me)
I can’t go back on how wrong they did me (How wrong you did me)

[Outro]
Looking back, it wasn’t easy for me (It wasn’t easy)
Looking back, it wasn’t easy for me (It wasn’t easy for me, it wasn’t easy for me)
Cold nights, I’ve been fading
Love gone, can’t replace it
You was right, but the time wrong
Now I’m stuck tryna hold on