Is this really it? Lyrics – Scrim

Read the full Is this really it? lyrics by Scrim from the album runaway along with the music video, song credits, release information and other details about the song. If you enjoy Scrim’s music, you can also explore Fort wayne and Deus vult, two other songs by Scrim.

[Intro]
(You did good )
(It’s a smash)
Yeah, thinking back to my first memory and I feel the pain
They talk and smile about my life, but I don’t feel the same, no (Sorry, lonely boy)

[Chorus]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don’t think this hurt gonna ever go away
Don’t know if it’s worth tryna go another day, oh, ayy
I don’t waste time with the little s*it
Hope these pills get me right for a little bit
I don’t waste time with the little s*it
Is there life after death or is this really it?

[Verse]
I be arguing with God, dog, I’m out of prayers
Bet it be the day I die when thеy start to care
Know my dad was trying his best, evеn when he wasn’t there
Got my first high, I”m like okay, I understand
S*it, I ain’t even mad
And now I’m seizing on the Xanax thinking ’bout my dad
Don’t get confused and think they love me, they love what I have
I hate that fake s*it, like they don’t know what’s in the bag, yeah
Nowadays my type of woman the type that ain’t gonna run me half
Most days I’m nervous ’bout the future, living in the past
37, hope there’s Heaven ’cause it’s moving fast
Looking at my family wanting to cry knowing one day they gon’ pass, yeah, yeah
Tryna give up holding on to things that I know that ain’t gon’ last
They couldn’t fathom all this pressure that I’m dealing with
Just bought that b!tch a car, that ain’t affectionate?
I buy that b!tch some more, that ain’t affecting it
Heart lovesick, I’m the one infecting it
She crying, show me who you are, why you protecting it?
But what she want is dead and ain’t no resurrecting it

[Bridge]
Damn, yeah (ain’t no resurrecting it)

You know these scars ain’t gonna wear themselves over, yeah (ain’t gonna wear themselves)
If you know, you know
Looks like it’s ’bout time I go
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don’t think this hurt gonna ever go away
Don’t know if it’s worth tryna go another day, oh, ayy
I don’t waste time with the little s*it
Hope these pills get me right for a little bit
I don’t waste time with the little s*it
Is there life after death or is this really it?

[Outro]
I be arguing with God, dog, I’m out of prayers
Bet it be the day I die when they start to care
Tryna give up holding on to things that I know that ain’t gon’ last