Im not ok Lyrics – diegointhedark

Im not ok Lyrics Meaning

[Chorus]
In the chorus, the artist describes driving late at night through the rain, reflecting on how his partner’s brothers said she’s changed. He feels unhinged and struggles to maintain a facade of happiness despite his inner turmoil. He’s aware that he’s no longer the same person and desperately seeks reassurance, asking for someone to tell him he’s okay, even though deep down, he knows he’s not.

[Verse]
In the verse, the artist expresses feelings of abandonment and betrayal. When he was at his lowest point, people left him, but now they regret not sticking around. He sees through the false personas of others and compares his life to extreme sports, indicating he can’t afford to mess around. He dismisses his ex’s opinions, comparing her loss to a losing sports game. Despite others wishing him ill, he focuses on his financial success, boasting about his wealth and new possessions.

The artist feels isolated, comparing himself to Helen Keller, who couldn’t see or hear, implying he’s ignoring the negativity around him. He mentions his loyalty to his crew, SGB, and says he’s emotionally numb, likening himself to Bender, a robot from Futurama. He talks about his weapon making his ears ring, indicating a readiness for violence. Reflecting on his upbringing, he mentions his strict mother, suggesting that his rebellious actions would be severely punished. He concludes that if others did what he did, they’d be condemned, highlighting his sense of guilt and the dark path he’s on.

[Chorus]
In the second chorus, the artist reiterates his late-night drive through the rain and the conversation with his partner’s brothers who said she’s changed. He feels unstable and tries to smile through his pain, acknowledging he’s not the same person anymore. He repeats his plea for someone to tell him he’s okay, but ultimately admits that he’s not okay.