Holy Vessel Lyrics – Nino Paid, Seddy Hendrinx

Holy Vessel Lyrics Meaning

[Chorus: Nino Paid]
In this chorus, he’s reaching out to someone he cares about, hoping they’re doing okay because they’ve been on his mind a lot. He talks about how they went out partying recently, but now he wants to switch it up and go to church instead—like he’s ready for something deeper and more meaningful. He’s using his verse to open up in a new way, sharing real thoughts and emotions. There’s a strong sense of reflection here—he wishes he could go back and change things but knows he can’t. He updates us that his brother (brodie) and sister (sissy) are doing well, which gives a little bit of hope in the middle of all the pain. Then he gets honest about talking to God while hurting, with tears in his eyes. He admits some of what he feels or thinks might just be in his head, but it still weighs on him.

[Verse 1: Seddy Hendrinx]
Here, Seddy’s laying it all out emotionally. He’s saying he’s fully surrendering everything to God—he’s at his feet, praying and crying, just trying to find peace in the chaos. He admits life has been tough lately and he’s trying to stay honest and grounded, even though it’s hard. He feels like sometimes he’s his own biggest problem, fighting battles within himself. The pain is heavy, especially with the news that his little brother got diagnosed with something serious. He’s been on the road a lot doing shows, so he’s struggling with being away from family. He feels the urge to relapse, maybe turn to unhealthy coping habits, but he also fears judgment. Even when he’s smiling, he’s covering up the pain, and he doesn’t even know why he’s pretending. He’s lost close friends—Chant, Scar, and three others to pills—and deep down he knew those choices weren’t right. He sees all this as a test from God. Now, he’s asking to be used as a vessel—like a messenger—to show others that even in the pain, there’s still a purpose and blessing in life.

[Chorus: Nino Paid & Seddy Hendrinx]
This shorter chorus keeps the same emotional thread going. The artist’s still thinking about someone special and hoping they’re okay. Instead of going out and partying again, he wants to go to church, showing a shift in his mindset. He’s putting something more heartfelt and deep into his lyrics this time, moving away from surface-level stuff and speaking from the heart.

[Verse 2: Nino Paid & Seddy Hendrinx]
This verse dives into personal struggles and guilt. They start by asking God for forgiveness for past mistakes. They know not everyone’s going to love them—some might hate, some might support—but they’ve accepted who they are. Life hasn’t been easy and they’ve lived on the edge, but that’s just how it’s been. They compare their focus and drive to drügs, meaning they’re almost addicted to staying sharp and pushing forward. They tried to quit using pills, hoping to clear their mind and grow. Even with success—like signing a new deal and buying a luxury car—they don’t let flashy things define them. They’d still be themselves even without the jewelry or glam. They’ve made it out of tough times, but their past still lingers in their mind. They’re generous with money and help others, but people rarely acknowledge it. It’s a mix of inner battles, real-world progress, and unspoken emotions all coming together.

[Chorus: Nino Paid, Nino Paid & Seddy Hendrinx]
This final chorus brings the emotional loop full circle. Again, they’re thinking about someone important and wishing them well. After a week of partying, they’re ready for something real—like going to church and focusing on spiritual healing. The verses aren’t just for show anymore—they’re being used to talk about real-life pain and reflection. There’s a strong sense of regret here, especially about time that can’t be taken back. Still, there’s a hint of peace knowing that family is doing okay—brother is back, sister’s fine, and overall, loved ones are holding it down. But even with that good news, they still cry out to God with hurt in their heart and tears in their eyes. They admit that sometimes it’s hard to know what’s real because their imagination and thoughts are running wild. This part wraps it up by showing how deep the emotions go—pain, hope, faith, and confusion all mixed together.