Gözlerim Kapalı Lyrics – Bossy

Gözlerim Kapalı Lyrics Meaning

[Giriş]
Just a hype sound to kick things off, no deep meaning.

[Nakarat]
He’s looking back at his twenties, saying he was wild and reckless but has calmed down a bit now. He had no money and had to rely on friends. He always started from the back but ended up in front. Then he remembers being just six years old when his father left him, a moment that clearly hurt and stayed with him.

[Verse]
He says if his father hadn’t left, he would’ve read him poetry, poured his feelings into rhymes to touch his heart. His mom wanted him to be a doctor, but he jokes that he might’ve made people sicker instead. He talks about the damage he can cause, whether it’s through his stare or something more violent. Love, for him, doesn’t always need to be returned. He questions whether every beautiful dream is really a good sign. He’s tired but still pushing, calling out those who pretend to care but disappear when he’s not around. He shrugs off the hate people throw at him, saying he’s not worn down enough to give up on life. He carries fake weapons like they’re real, moves through life with blind faith. He compares himself to Maradona and Pele, living boldly in Istanbul. Life wears him out with its daily fights, and even close ones might want to see him fall. So he just prays for the best. He says he prefers dogs over people and kids over adults, as life feels like a big prank—like April Fools’. He builds trust one day and wants to destroy it the next, because life keeps playing tricks on him like it’s the day after April Fools’.

[Nakarat]
Again, he remembers his wild twenties, his struggles with money, how he always started behind but made it to the front, and how much his father’s absence hurt him as a child.

[Çıkış]
He repeats the idea that if his dad had stayed, he would’ve shared his poetry, trying to connect with him through heartfelt words.