Deep Depression Lyrics – Lil Durk

Deep Depression Lyrics Meaning

[Verse 1]
In this verse, Lil Durk talks about trust issues, betrayal, and the dangers of street life. He starts by mentioning someone who wanted him to sleep with a woman, but he didn’t fully understand the situation. This could symbolize how people around him try to control or manipulate him. He then talks about how some people act like friends but are actually enemies. In the streets, even those closest to you can turn on you, which is why he stays cautious.

Durk warns about watching the people around you, as betrayal often comes from those you least expect. He mentions retainers, but not for dental work—he’s talking about paying lawyers to keep his people out of legal trouble. He describes how someone recently got out of jail and is already being pressured into signing documents, showing how the system and people around him exploit those who are vulnerable.

He emphasizes that he speaks his mind and doesn’t care about competition. Unlike some, he isn’t in this for fame—he’s just telling his story. He also mentions someone being mad at him for not letting them take pictures with him, possibly hinting at fake friends who only want clout from his success.

Durk reflects on his journey from the bottom, saying that success can make you a target. He even checks someone’s heart rate with his Apple Watch, suggesting he’s hyper-aware of the stress and pressure around him. Despite doing real and loyal things for people, he feels betrayed when that loyalty isn’t returned.

His grandmother prays for him, showing that she wants him to stay safe and protected. However, even after getting out of jail, he felt abandoned—no one supported him financially, and he had to spend his last money on a hotel. He also talks about his pain when J Money, a close friend, was killed right when he signed his record deal. Instead of celebrating, he was grieving, taking a major emotional loss (“L”).

[Chorus]
The chorus expresses Durk’s complicated relationship with the streets. He admits that street life is dangerous and ugly, yet he feels a deep connection to it. Even though it has brought him pain and loss, he doesn’t understand why he’s still drawn to it. He also questions why certain people stick with him—are they truly loyal, or do they have hidden motives?

[Verse 2]
Durk begins by shouting out Carlito, someone he considers a real brother, showing appreciation for genuine loyalty. However, he also admits to falling out with someone named Rex because of emotions, hinting at personal conflicts that affected his relationships. He talks about things being said to his daughter, suggesting that as she grows older, she will eventually understand the complexities of his life.

He believes in the power of words and manifestation but feels like the energy around him has changed, possibly due to success or betrayal. He remembers when his money was tight, and he was focused on helping his people, but now he sees others wasting their money on women instead of using it wisely.

Durk also reflects on addiction, mentioning a friend using coc*ine as a coping mechanism. He respects what people say, but he won’t let ignorance influence him. Growing up in tough environments, being kind or a gentleman was seen as weak, making life even harder.

He’s taken so many losses that he’s become numb to pain. He has seen people at their lowest, especially when it comes to money (symbolized by “Benjamin” for 0 bills). Despite everything, he remains generous, with a heart of gold, even when surrounded by negativity.

[Chorus]
Again, the chorus highlights Durk’s struggle with the streets. He acknowledges the violence and betrayal but still feels connected to it. He questions why certain people associate with him—whether they truly care about him or have their own motives. The repetition of “this s*it get ugly” reinforces how dangerous and unpredictable his life has become.