Cry Bout That Lyrics – Calboy

Cry Bout That Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
He’s saying he’s hurting inside but won’t show tears.

[Verse 1]
He talks about using weed to deal with stress while reflecting on life. Even though people say he should see the good, he’s stuck battling paranoia, which makes him carry weapons for protection. He remembers dangerous times when he and his crew were spinning back on enemies and how he had to hustle the hard way from nothing. The streets gave him both love and pain, shaping who he is. He points out that following your head is safer than following emotions, especially in the kind of life he’s lived. Outsiders can’t understand the reality of being ready for violence at any moment, even in broad daylight. For him, that lifestyle wasn’t a choice but something he had to embrace.

[Chorus]
He admits that things have broken his heart, but he refuses to show weakness by crying. He doesn’t trust love because he feels people lie about it. Loyalty to his crew is everything, and disrespecting them could mean death. He emphasizes that protecting his gang is serious, and violence follows anyone who crosses that line.

[Post-Chorus]
He reflects on his past, thinking about how things used to be and realizing he’s still not okay. To cope, he turns to drügs and weed, trying to numb the pain. His daily life revolves around hustling nonstop, like every day is locked down. Even though his mom advises him to slow down, he feels unable to stop grinding.

[Verse 2]
He opens up about losing enemies to gun violence and wishing he could live long enough to die naturally instead of in the streets. Coming from tough beginnings, he’s now successful enough to wear designer clothes, but the guilt and sins still weigh heavy on him. He recognizes that choosing sides in street life can mean death, like what happened to someone’s brother. He calls out how loyalty and money are tied together, and everyone has their own motives. Coming from Chicago, hustling and moving packs was his reality, and he’s proud of how far he’s come. At the same time, he warns that danger isn’t just local—hitmen from outside the city are always around, showing how far-reaching violence can be in his world.

[Chorus]
He repeats the idea that heartbreak and betrayal exist, but he won’t let it bring him down. Fake love doesn’t fool him, and loyalty to the gang is above everything. Any disrespect leads to consequences, and he reminds us again that lives are lost when the code of the streets is broken.

[Post-Chorus]
Once again, he goes back to thinking about his past life, acknowledging that he’s still hurting and relies on drügs to get through. Hustling every day feels like being snowed in, never leaving or resting. His mom’s words to slow down are in his head, but he’s determined to keep pushing with no breaks.