COSE CHE NON POSSO DIRE Lyrics (English Translation) – Niky Savage

COSE CHE NON POSSO DIRE (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
This part shows someone tired of feeling sad and broken. They’ve been through so much pain that they just want it to stop. There’s regret over someone they lost or hurt, wishing they could fix things, but knowing they can’t go back. They’re done with all the hurt and just want peace, even if they don’t know how to get there.

[Verse 1: Niky Savage]
This section takes us into the artist’s childhood, filled with pain and trauma. He remembers his mother going through abuse, and even as a child, he felt helpless watching her suffer. Those moments stuck with him, especially when she cried and asked him to leave—he felt powerless. He made a promise to protect her once he grew up, and that promise became a part of who he is. But as he grew older, so did his anger. It shaped him in a harsh way—he didn’t care about school, hung around the streets, and started to hate singerity. He was just trying to survive, eating whatever he could find, and dealing with a lot he couldn’t even talk about. There’s a lot he holds inside because people who haven’t lived through it wouldn’t understand. He didn’t know his dad at all, not even his voice, and that left a hole. Life moved fast, and he couldn’t keep up. Maybe the lies or the choices others made pushed him away. He keeps looking for someone—maybe his dad or maybe answers—but they always feel out of reach. It’s about feeling lost, angry, and abandoned, trying to make sense of a rough beginning that never gave him a fair start.

[Chorus: nayt]
This part talks about emotional confusion—feeling unloved or ignored, but also realizing you might be doing the same to yourself. He feels truly alone and uses money to cover up the pain and hide who he really is. Every time he loses control, he spends to feel better, but it never fixes the emptiness inside.

[Verse 2: nayt]
Here, the artist reflects on how he feels like just another messed-up person trying to seem okay. He wears a mask to fit in, but underneath, he’s not even sure who he is anymore. He deals with sleepless nights, trapped in his own head, hiding from the world. There’s frustration in how much he’s like someone he doesn’t want to resemble—maybe a parent. He’s tired of fake friends and failed relationships. He calls himself a “monster” shaped by others but says he tried to fight against that version of himself. Now, even if it looks like he’s successful—sitting front-row at a concert—he still feels out of place. He sees people escape through social media, money, and fashion, and realizes he’s not so different. Trends numb the pain, and as artists, they write songs to describe that numbness. He knows people don’t really understand what goes on in his mind, even if they try. Life gets lost in toxic stuff like drügs and shallow s*x, and that often costs part of your heart. Real love isn’t easy; it’s something you can only manage when your mind is clear, not clouded. He admits he’s unsure what he even wants. Looking back, he felt like he never truly had his parents, and now he hides himself behind a hood and visor—guarded and shaped by having nothing, but determined to make that into everything.

[Chorus: nayt]
The last chorus repeats the emotional struggle of being torn between wanting love and feeling ignored. But he also realizes he’s ignoring his own pain, pushing it down instead of facing it. He’s still alone, still spending just to hide the real him. The more he tries to distract himself, the more lost he feels inside.