“Connell” Lyrics by Conan Gray is a latest English song in the voice of Conan Gray. Its music too is composed by singer while brand new “Connell” song lyrics are also written by Conan Gray. This is a popular song among the people of United States of America. The song “Connell” by Conan Gray is about the pain of unrequited love and feeling like you don’t deserve someone. He remembers moments with someone he cared about, but they were never really together, and seeing them with someone else hurts. The song shows mixed feelings of longing, self-blame, and heartbreak, where he reflects on his own insecurities and the ways past pain keeps coming back.
Connell Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I saw you in a photograph with some
Brunette girl in a head-back laugh
And I almost hurled when I saw your hand
Down the small of her back
You were never outside with me
Spent my summer months in your unwashed sheets
And I know it’s dumb that I’d ever think
That I’d meet your mom and dad
[Chorus]
Skipping your stones at my window in the dark
Kissing your ghost was my own damn fu*king fault
But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned
And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt
Yeah, you remind me of how little I deserve
[Verse 2]
I knew we weren’t meant to be
I’m from Texas skies, you’re from London streets
And I’m not your type, but you’re trying things
So that’s everything I need
To break apart my own heart again
Validate the worst thoughts inside my head
That I’m not worth s*it and I’m better dead
Who’s the victim in the end?
[Chorus]
Skipping your stones at my window in the dark
Kissing your ghost was my own damn fu*king fault
But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned (Earned)
And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt
And you remind me of how little I deserve
Yeah, you remind me of my father slurring words
So you remind me of how little I deserve
[Outro]
Connell
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Connell, ah
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[Verse 1]
He is looking at a picture of someone he cared about, seeing them happy with another person, and it makes him feel sick and jealous. He remembers the time they spent together in private, but they were never truly a couple or part of each other’s lives. He realizes it was naive to think their relationship could become something deeper, like meeting family, and feels a mix of regret and longing.
[Chorus]
He recalls secret moments with this person that hurt him emotionally. He knows he brought some of this pain on himself by holding on to something impossible. Despite the hurt, he admits there’s a strange sense of comfort in the pain, and he struggles with feeling unworthy and undeserving of love, which this person makes him painfully aware of.
[Verse 2]
He understands that their differences and circumstances made a real relationship impossible. Even though they tried connecting, he feels it only reopened his own emotional wounds. Their attempts bring up self-doubt and reinforce his negative thoughts about himself, making him question his worth and wonder who is truly hurting more in the situation.
[Chorus]
He reflects on the repeated emotional cycle with this person, knowing he caused some of his own pain by holding on. The connection brings both pleasure and suffering, reminding him of past traumas and reinforcing feelings of unworthiness. Memories of his father and other past wounds surface, showing that his pain isn’t just about love, but also about deeper personal struggles, and he can’t escape the mix of desire, regret, and self-blame.
[Outro]
Calling out Connell, feeling haunted.
FAQs
Q. Who has sung Connell song?
A. Connell song is sung by Conan Gray.
Q. Who wrote Connell lyrics?
A. Connell lyrics are penned by Conan Gray.
Q. Who has given the music of Connell song?
A. Connell music is composed and produced by Conan Gray.
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