Chaotic & Confused Lyrics – JEON SOMI (전소미)

Chaotic & Confused Lyrics Meaning

[Verse 1]
She’s crying so hard that her mascara is smudging, feeling overheated and needing the air conditioner on. There’s no real reason for it, just an inner battle with herself that she ends up losing.

[Refrain]
She finds everyone dull and wants something bold enough to irritate her. Her mind is like a wildflower field, but ordinary charms don’t impress her—she craves something reckless.

[Pre-Chorus]
She feels life is pointless without joy and excitement, thinking that even tomorrow isn’t guaranteed, so what’s the use of living without fun?

[Chorus]
She’s overwhelmed with emotions—shouting, gasping for breath, laughing, and crying. She dreams of doing something huge and destructive just to feel alive, all while holding onto her beautifully twisted dreams.

[Verse 2]
She questions whether she’s just bitter or actually clever, wondering if madness can be justified as art. She doubts anyone will truly understand her strangeness, describing surreal and nonsensical images, and admits she wants stability but can’t seem to achieve it.

[Pre-Chorus]
She reflects again that life feels empty without joy, so living without fun feels meaningless to her.

[Chorus]
Once more, she’s caught between extremes—screaming, crying, laughing, and wanting to burn the city. She clings to her dream that’s beautiful in its imperfect, broken way.

[Bridge]
She wants to let go completely—screaming, jumping into a pool, embracing the rush of youth, and even burning down the city, all packed into one single wild afternoon.

[Chorus]
A dream that’s beautifully crooked.

[Outro]
She repeats the urge to scream, jump, and live freely, unleashing her youth and chasing chaotic impulses, all in one afternoon, ending with the confession that she’s truly chaotic and confused.