Chaotic & Confused Lyrics (English Translation) – JEON SOMI (전소미)

Chaotic & Confused (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

[Verse 1]
She’s in a messy, emotional state, crying without even knowing why. Her breathing feels heavy, and she’s mentally battling herself but ends up exhausted and losing. It’s that drained, restless feeling you can’t quite explain.

[Refrain]
She’s tired of everything around her feeling dull and uninspiring. She craves something intense enough to actually stir her up. She compares herself to a garden without scent, feeling reckless and not fully alive.

[Pre-Chorus]
She’s questioning life’s point if it’s all just dull. If there’s no joy, living doesn’t feel like truly living, so why bother pretending otherwise?

[Chorus]
She wants to let out all her bottled-up emotions—screaming, laughing, crying—yet feels mentally checked out. She dreams of doing something extreme and destructive on a quiet afternoon, turning that calmness into something wild and strange.

[Verse 2]
She wonders if her personality is just bitterness or cleverness, and if her chaos could be seen as art. She plays with nonsense imagery, showing her mind’s randomness. Even though she wishes to be steady, her nature refuses to settle.

[Pre-Chorus]
Again, she questions why live at all if it’s lifeless and joyless. Without excitement, it all feels meaningless.

[Chorus]
She imagines herself unleashing her emotions, feeling breathless, then pushing it further—burning the city in her mind—while living inside a peaceful yet oddly twisted dream.

[Bridge]
She pictures a carefree burst of youthful energy—jumping into a pool, laughing and crying without restraint, and doing something bold and destructive—all packed into a single afternoon.

[Chorus]
A surreal, strangely beautiful dream.

[Outro]
She repeats that same vision of chaotic freedom—screaming, laughing, diving into reckless moments—and embracing her restless, unpredictable self, fully aware she’s living in a whirlwind of emotions and confusion.