Ahwak (أهواك) Lyrics – BiGSaM

Ahwak (أهواك) Lyrics Meaning

[انا ليه افهمِك بلا حكي…]
The singer feels like he understands the other person without them needing to speak, but she can’t seem to understand his pain even when it’s loud and clear. He wonders why he should expect anything when there’s no real support. His sadness is his only companion, and he spends sleepless nights looking in the mirror, reflecting on all the years of emotional struggle. He wishes love in his heart would die so the longing would stop.

[اسف حبيبي…]
He says sorry to his love, explaining that maybe it’s better if they go through one deep heartbreak instead of hurting each other again and again. Maybe it’s his fate to be alone, at least that way his heart won’t keep getting wounded. He wishes she could feel even a little of the flood of pain he’s been through. He remembers how she used to rest on his shoulder without a care, while he carried all the emotional weight.

[اهواك…]
He still loves her, once and a thousand times over, but he’s tired of suffering with her. Being together has become too hard. He just wants to forget her completely. If he can’t, he prays that God will take care of his heart, because he’s exhausted from the memories and just wants to let go.

[ما قلت لي…]
He brings up how she believed all the bad things people said about him and used that to justify her actions. He wonders where all her anger came from when he was actually the one who was wronged. He questions if she really found peace by blaming him and forgetting everything they had. He asks her to just pray that his heart finds rest.

[اسف حبيبي…]
Once again, he apologizes and repeats the idea that maybe it’s better they hurt each other once deeply rather than drag it out endlessly. Being alone might be less damaging than continuing to bleed emotionally. He remembers how she leaned on him without worrying, while he silently drowned in pain.

[اهواك…]
His feelings remain, but they’re mixed with deep pain. He loves her again and again, but hates what their love has turned into. Life together has become too hard, and he’s desperate to forget. If he can’t, then he hopes God will give his heart peace, because he truly wants to move on and leave the past behind.