Trip Y Hệt Lyrics – VSTRA, TGSN

Trip Y Hệt Lyrics Meaning

The song starts with the speaker remembering a moment of intense anger and shock. She is talking directly to the person who hurt her and asking if he could ever guess what was going through her mind back then. Her emotions were dark and extreme, filled with violent thoughts, not because she truly wanted to act on them, but because the pain felt unbearable. Seeing him pretend that he still cared only made everything worse. Inside her head, she was imagining ways to make him suffer emotionally, to keep him awake at night with guilt and regret, just like she was suffering.

She then talks about how she believed he was guilty, not just a little, but deeply. She wanted the world to see the version of him she saw, not the good man everyone admired and praised. There is bitterness here, because she feels invisible and misunderstood while he is celebrated. She admits that she truly hated him during that time. But even with all that anger, she chose not to destroy him or expose him. Instead, she released those feelings by writing them down. She makes it clear that this choice was not because he deserved kindness, but because she wanted to be a decent person.

In the next part, she reflects on herself and her past. She admits she was foolish before and has made even worse mistakes. Because of that, she sees her current pain as karma, like life teaching her a lesson. She remembers how she once treated love carelessly, how she let many people into her heart and maybe enjoyed being adored. Now she feels like she is experiencing the same pain she once caused others. Being in this situation feels familiar, like she is living the same emotional trip she once gave to someone else.

She then shifts into a more realistic and almost tired view of love. She knows deep down that nothing lasts forever and no relationship stays the same. Time passes too quickly, and people fail to hold on. Love grows, blooms, and eventually dies, just like a flower that wilts after being loved. Behind what people see on the surface, her thoughts are constantly tearing her apart. The emotions feel overwhelming, messy, and impossible to escape, pulling her into a deep emotional hole.

She acknowledges how others might judge her. People would rather see her as the villain when things go wrong because it is easier that way. She feels blamed and misunderstood. She describes numbing herself with alcohol, where even her tears feel like liquor. This shows how deeply she is trying to drown the pain instead of dealing with it directly. Yet, despite everything, she insists that she is still herself. She loves only one person and stays loyal in her heart, even if it means getting hurt over and over again.

She explains that loving deeply is simply who she is. She always gives too much, cares too much, and wants the other person to be happy, even if it costs her peace. She hopes he will act right and understand one day. At the same time, she believes she will grow wiser. She has many stories inside her, and she plans to turn her pain into words, into writing, and even into success. Writing becomes her way of surviving, expressing, and rebuilding herself.

She allows herself to cry as much as needed until the sadness slowly leaves her heart. She also admits that she will probably make the same mistakes again, fall foolishly in love many times, just to learn more about life and herself. While he spends time with another woman, she spends her time with sadness. Her thoughts keep racing nonstop, filled with fear about the future. She wonders what will happen if they completely drift apart or end up on different paths.

In the final part, she tells him to keep walking away if that is what he truly wants. She encourages him to wipe his tears and choose a life without her if that feels right to him. As she sinks into the darkness alone, she starts turning inward. She realizes she needs to complete herself and set herself free. She questions why he left and briefly doubts her worth, but then corrects herself. She knows she has always been enough. One day he may realize that too, but by then, it will be too late for them to ever be together again.