Flusso Di Coscienza – Interlude Lyrics (English Translation) – Paky

Flusso Di Coscienza – Interlude (English Translation) Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
He’s saying he’s letting his thoughts flow freely and admitting he’s lived most of his life without truly understanding himself.

[Verse 1]
He talks about how he’s always felt unstable, like nothing in his life has ever really stayed steady. He feels like he’s been running nonstop only to end up back where he started, stuck with the same problems piling on top of each other. He thinks about the environment he grew up in, where people did harmful things even in places that were supposed to be sacred. He questions how any higher power could be different when the world around him feels equally corrupt. He imagines what he would do if this were his last night alive, admitting he’d probably be on his knees waiting for whatever judgment comes next. On the outside, he might look successful, but behind that image there’s pain and a sense that everything has an expiration date, including himself. He describes a life where survival sometimes means doing desperate things, like grabbing money and escaping fast because danger is always close. There’s never enough time, never enough space to breathe, and life itself feels too short to deal with everything he’s been through. He repeats the idea that one lifetime isn’t enough to carry all the weight, stress, and chaos he’s lived with. It’s like he’s stuck in a cycle where he’s constantly trying to outrun his past, but no matter how fast he moves, it keeps catching up to him. Through all of this, he expresses exhaustion, frustration, and the feeling that he’s drowning in problems that just keep multiplying instead of disappearing.

[Verse 2]
He admits that some things he said before were nonsense, especially when he once claimed he didn’t want to die anywhere else. He’s honest now, saying he definitely doesn’t want to die in his hometown because it’s a depressing place, always gloomy and blending into the ground like it’s all one big gray blur. The music itself makes everything feel dreamlike and distant. He remembers losing everything in the rough, unhealthy buildings he grew up in, and it reminds him of the day his family got kicked out of their home. Even with success, rewards, and recognition, none of it adds up to the pain he’s gone through. To him, flashy achievements mean nothing compared to what he’s lost, and many people in the industry don’t impress him at all. He feels like his emotions and experiences are too big to fit into a short verse, and after recording, he almost feels the need to clean himself because of how harsh and real his words were. He insists he’s been honest in every track, whether people like it or not, and he doesn’t care if anyone is offended by how raw he sounds. If music doesn’t work out for him, he believes he could easily fall back into the dangerous lifestyle he once lived. He mentions someone who was supposed to harm him but never showed up, hinting at the constant threats around him. Still, he feels like both he and that person are trapped in the same cycle of danger, heading toward more trouble no matter what.

[Outro]
He reflects on how everyone eventually ends up in the ground, forgotten, with only whatever’s left of them fading away. He wonders if it’s too late for someone like him to start praying or hoping for something better. Life has already worn him down and broken him in ways he can’t undo. He questions what kind of god would make someone kneel before even listening to them, almost like forcing someone into humility before giving them a chance. He ends by saying that from the moment you’re born, the world teaches you how to struggle before it lets you stand.