Last Laugh Lyrics – Kerser

Last Laugh Lyrics Meaning

He starts off talking like he just walked back into the spotlight, ready to show what he can do. He feels like his life could be described with a caption that shows success after struggle. He sees himself as a king in his world and has no interest in acting “grown‑up” in a fake way. People might say his words hit hard, but he thinks they underestimate him, because he feels like what he says hits even harder. He doesn’t want anyone trying to flatter him or smooth things over. He remembers being part of the underground rap scene and staying there for a long time, basically ruling that space without needing approval. He once cared only about having stacks of cash, until he started getting bigger payments and chasing numbers he never thought possible. He sees himself cutting away useless things in life, showing the world his attitude and independence, even if it comes off rude. He also admits he spent a big chunk of his life experimenting with drügs, treating them almost like a challenge.

After that, he talks about still feeling a rush, like he’s ready to take down anything in his way. He feels untouchable, like nothing can really affect him anymore. Even with money and pills, he knows those things don’t bring real happiness. He reflects on how a lot of people didn’t choose their situations but got stuck in them. He talks about having huge stacks of money just lying around, but still feeling like he’s stuck in the air with no landing, like life is moving but he’s not grounded. He wonders what his friendships and relationships would have been like if he never got involved with drügs. There’s regret there, mixed with curiosity about how different things could have turned out.

He admits he used to smoke and try to forget, but that didn’t solve anything. Running from problems doesn’t guarantee you’ll feel victorious in the end. He tried to help people, but eventually realized he couldn’t carry everyone. He needed a real plan for himself and had to set boundaries because people around him always wanted something from him. He didn’t want to be someone who fell apart or failed. He wanted to represent where he came from and trusted his instincts to get far. He was always chasing a high, but the high never fixed anything in his life, it just covered issues temporarily.

Then he looks back at being 15 years old, just wanting to get messed up and feel something. He realizes things could have gone much worse — he could have been in serious trouble with police or ruined families. Drügs followed him everywhere and truly damaged him. They embarrassed him and made him lose control of himself. Even though they broke him mentally and emotionally, he kept returning to them. He felt like he needed drügs just to function, to get anything done. He really thought he’d be dead by 30 because of the lifestyle he was living, but now he’s hit that age and looks back with blurry memories. He knows he was in pain, but he believes that sometimes the worst experiences can eventually bring growth, like a curse that becomes a lesson.

He talks about life not being a joke because death is real. He lives like he’s constantly looking over his shoulder, especially when he’s traveling. When he’s home, he just wants to relax and enjoy himself. He says he needed tough skin to survive everything he went through, like being coated in drügs. Life was full of problems, but he still stood up and kept moving. People thought he would quit or fail, but he proved them wrong. He once promised his partner that they would move out of a small place and live better. Now he has multiple homes and space beyond anything he thought possible, like having a yard big enough for football fields. He wants people to see that what he has now is real. He can easily remind them who he is just by dropping a verse.

He looks at new artists and how they stress over releasing music, while he was constantly putting out albums to build everything he has now. He gives advice to younger people not to fall into gang lifestyles because it can turn on you and even people close to you can become enemies. He says life can get ugly and he has cried, suffered, and lost himself through drügs and addiction. Even though he has beaten a lot of it, he still admits he misses it sometimes and still craves it. It’s a strange mix of victory and struggle, like he’s proud he got past it but still feels the pull.

He ends by saying addiction never fully disappears. It stays close, gets stronger and colder as time goes on, and waits for moments of weakness. He tells people that if they saw everything he has now, compared to where he was, they wouldn’t believe it. He says no one could last in his life or handle his pain. Walking in his shoes would break most people, and that’s something he wants listeners to understand.