Sorry, taki jestem ; ( Lyrics – Mata

Sorry, taki jestem ; ( Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
A quick shoutout showing who worked on the track.

[Refren]
He talks like he’s tired of everyone trying to control him or tell him who he should be. He says he’s already been at the top once, even when he was young, so pressure doesn’t bother him anymore. He admits he has a rough attitude and prefers doing everything on his own without depending on anyone. He points out that people talk nonsense about him without knowing anything real, and he invites them to imagine stepping into his shoes. Even though he knows his personality isn’t easy, he doesn’t plan on pretending to be someone else just to make others happy.

[Zwrotka 1]
He starts by admitting he reacts strongly to small things and may even have gotten attached to his darker moods, almost like he’s made peace with them. He refers to someone close to him as his support, but he’s also aware people are watching and guessing who will be around him next. He mentions performing in Poznań and how loyal and intense his fans are, buying multiple tickets just to see him. He doesn’t want to disappoint them because they wait in long lines and genuinely care. He’s open about the state of the rap scene in Poland, which he finds boring or weak, so he made bold choices, even signing people others didn’t expect. Running his own label made his life harder financially, and he’s barely breaking even, but he’s still committed. He refuses to add a catchy chorus just for streams because he values staying real more than chasing easy money. If he were broke, he’d still go perform anywhere just to keep going. He talks about having many contacts and opportunities but also feels overwhelmed by people who stress him out. In the end, he admits he won’t change quickly and wants others to accept that he is who he is, even if it’s messy or inconvenient.

[Refren]
He repeats that pressure doesn’t affect him and that he’s been at the top once before, even when he was still basically a kid. His attitude toward people judging him stays harsh because he’s tired of being misunderstood. He insists on handling his work and career alone, even when it’s challenging. He mentions doing something extreme or unusual before New Year’s and hints at people gossiping and pretending they know his personality when they don’t. He tells them to step into his designer shoes for a moment if they really want to judge. He keeps repeating that his personality might be rough, intense, or stubborn, but he won’t fake politeness just to fit in. The laughs and little ad-libs show he’s almost shrugging off the criticism and accepting that he’s simply built this way. The repetition of the phrase reinforces how strongly he stands by his character.

[Zwrotka 2]
He calls out people spreading rumors about him, especially about his personal life, and shows how ridiculous he finds those stories. If he believed everything said about him, he jokes he’d probably think he deserved jail forever. He says he can switch genres whenever he wants because he’s confident in his skills, while others keep begging for attention over small things. He tries to take life firmly in his hands and encourages effort instead of laziness, reminding others to prepare properly before relaxing. For him, progress is the only goal that matters. He highlights how big his ambitions are, especially in Polish show business. He then brings up someone who broke an NDA and keeps talking about him every day, which frustrates him. He notices how some people leave his circle, and only a few remain like a real family, where values matter more than money, fame, or social media hype. Even though he’s fed up with the world around him, he feels a responsibility to stay, keep going, and remain true to himself, claiming he has class while others only bring embarrassment.

[Refren]
He keeps insisting that pressure doesn’t get to him and that he’s already proven himself once, even when he was young and figuring things out. His attitude toward critics is still blunt and unfiltered because he’s tired of being talked about by people who don’t know him. He explains again that he needs to do everything alone, since relying on others doesn’t feel natural to him. He repeats the part about doing something unexpected before New Year’s and addresses how people gossip endlessly about what kind of person he is. He invites them to imagine life in his designer shoes if they really want to judge accurately. Repeating the line about being who he is strengthens the idea that he’s done with pretending or softening his personality. The laughs and vocal sounds show a mix of confidence, sarcasm, and resignation. By the end, he reinforces the idea that no matter how much others talk, he won’t stop being himself, even if that makes him seem rough or difficult.