BE MY POISON Lyrics – HAARPER

BE MY POISON Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
The intro shows someone feeling torn between following the rules or routines and holding on to a love they don’t want to lose. They are waiting for a signal or sign to guide them because leaving this love behind feels impossible, even though they feel unsure and conflicted.

[Chorus]
The chorus expresses a sense of drifting away and feeling disconnected from everything around. Even though things are falling apart and time feels lost, the person still doesn’t want to let go of the relationship or the memories tied to it.

[Verse]
In the verse, the person is sharing how heavy and complicated their emotions have become. They feel stuck and hardened, like their heart has turned to stone, and they don’t know where else to go. They admit they can’t meet all the expectations, whether theirs or the other person’s, and they need some space. The relationship isn’t the same as it used to be, and there’s frustration, fights, and repetition of old problems. They describe attempts to protect themselves emotionally, building walls to cope with pain, while realizing the relationship is slowly deteriorating. Memories and past experiences burn like ashes, reminding them of broken promises and blurred commitments. Despite the tension, there’s still an undeniable connection, and they keep reflecting on what went wrong, struggling to balance hurt, attachment, and the desire to escape. The verse captures the messy, raw reality of a love that’s beautiful but also destructive and heavy to carry.

[Chorus]
The chorus repeats the feeling of being out of sync and disconnected, both from the other person and from life in general. It shows the tension between wanting to move on and the pull of lingering love. Even when time seems lost and communication breaks down, the person can’t fully let go, holding onto the relationship despite its problems, memories, and the uncertainty of what comes next.