Diary Of Scars Lyrics – SXMRXXT

Diary Of Scars Lyrics Meaning

[INTRO]
The intro shows the artist pouring out raw emotions on paper, using the diary as a place to reveal secrets and pain. It talks about feeling hurt when love leaves, staying up late in anger, and letting hidden thoughts escape through writing.

[HOOK]
This hook expresses that emotional wounds don’t go away easily. The artist rejects fake love and stays true to his own harsh reality, showing strength even after betrayal and trusting no one blindly, refusing to let pain control him.

[VERSE 1]
In this verse, the artist describes intense personal suffering and how he deals with it. He feels isolated and lost in crowds, proud of his own pain and guilt, and struggles with trust. Self-harm, anger, and dark desires surface as a way to release emotions. He feels trapped by past mistakes and uses writing as a way to face and express his inner darkness. Nights feel endless, his mind relentless, and even when hope dies, the sins and scars stay with him, shaping his identity. Every action, whether violent or rebellious, reflects his battle with pain, betrayal, and staying true to himself.

[HOOK]
The hook repeats the idea of lasting pain and rejecting fake love. The artist emphasizes staying authentic and resilient, refusing to kneel even after trust is broken or heartbreak hits hard.

[VERSE 2]
Here, the artist digs deeper into his inner struggles and anger. He feels surrounded by fake people, and his wounds seem to grow as he faces betrayal. His heart feels damaged, and he wrestles with guilt, lust, and lies. The diary becomes a place to confront sins and dark thoughts openly. He uses risky behavior and dangerous emotions to cope, seeing his scars as a reflection of himself. Trust is fragile, love feels unsafe, and even fake affection highlights his pain. He presents guilt as a constant companion, showing that his diary is not just a record of pain, but also a mirror of his inner chaos.

[HOOK]
The hook again emphasizes enduring pain, rejecting false love, and staying unbroken, showing that trust may be betrayed but personal strength remains.

[BRIDGE]
The bridge shows frustration and defiance. Even if he tries to erase lies or past pain, the scars remain. He accepts the harsh truth, hides his true feelings behind a sly smile, and lets the diary quietly speak his anger and resentment.

[VERSE 3]
This verse reflects deep anger, betrayal, and reflection on past experiences. The artist channels pain and rage into writing, treating his diary as a safe place to expose fears and sins. Trust has been broken repeatedly, leaving him wary of love, which feels too soft for his hardened self. Scars and guilt have become markers of survival and personal truth. The diary becomes a confessional where he expresses frustration, desire, and rage while confronting past lies and heartbreak. Even in darkness, he refuses to lose control over his emotions, showing that his pain is permanent, but he’s determined to keep facing it openly and fiercely.

[HOOK]
The hook reinforces that pain doesn’t go away, fake love is rejected, and the artist remains strong and unbowed despite betrayal or heartbreak.

[OUTRO]
In the outro, even when he tries to let go of the past, the scars remain. Pain and darkness are constant companions, and the diary continues to hold his complaints and emotions, showing that living with this intensity drives him to feel a kind of madness.