Oh, What a Wretched Man I Am! Lyrics – $uicideboy$

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[Intro: Ruby Da Cherry]
(You did good, $lick)
(It’s a Smash)
Ruby Da Cherry

[Verse 1: Ruby Da Cherry]
Ayy
Wake up depressed so I stretch as I yawn
Pulling my shoulder, I reach for the stars
They promised me chains and hoes and cars
The easiest way to mend a broken heart
Monogamy plain and simple, it’s hard
The lust for flesh, I feel like a scar
A sinner at best, I been one from the start
I’m tryna stay sober, keep playing that part
Rushing to death just to set me apart from all of the rest
No need for best, just not at a desk
This pain ain’t fresh, had to let it ferment
You heard what I said but don’t know what I meant
I won’t explain it over and over and over again (And over again)
But y’all keep complaining over and over and over again, ayy (Over and over again)
My inner child is nutrition for demons
They feast on my blood, got me feeling anaemic
I’m fiending for love ’cause the lust is so fleeting
Opana 40s like an orange, you peel it
Compare it to apples, you might miss the meaning
I tear of my shackles, now I’m fu*king leaving
I am my own worst enemy, so self defeating
I’m honestly lucky that I’m fu*king breathing

[Interlude: Scrim]
(Ahh, what?)

[Verse 2: Scrim]
Yeah, fu*king mind won’t stop
High in a big house, wishing I was back in the shed
Been hanging by a thread with a head full of meds otherwise it’d probably be lead

Know that I’m fu*ked, only way I feel love is to pay when they say they need bread
I can see in they eyes, you ain’t gotta read minds, obvious that they want me dead
Momma trying to check in and all I could text was, “Pray for me” (Pray for me)
Can’t slow down, I don’t wanna breakdown from a nervous breakdown, no
Glock to my chin, I’m screaming, “Get the fu*k away from me” (Away from me)
Dad begging me to draw down
I just wanna end it all now
They way that it all played down, I’m questioning what in the fu*k did I wish for?
Can’t buy happiness with this money so I went and bought me a pistol
Family asking for Scrim to sign like I don’t exist too
Told myself when I die, they gon’ cry, they gon’ mourn and not even miss you