COLLOSU Lyrics – Odetari

COLLOSU Lyrics Meaning

The song starts with a burst of emotion, like the artist’s about to mentally snap. He’s stuck in his own rhythm, maybe his own world, and it’s getting intense. He talks about having money and doing his thing, but there’s this weird pressure building up. When he mentions needing to “beam out of class,” it feels like he just wants to escape reality or some kind of boring routine. Then he wonders who he might be scaring—like his actions or mental state are starting to affect people around him.

The repeating lines asking who he’s scaring show that he’s really unsure of how people see him. It’s like he’s spiraling and questioning himself, and maybe even enjoying that chaotic energy a little. There’s a back-and-forth feeling of confidence and confusion in that moment.

Then he gets personal, apologizing to someone, probably someone close like a girlfriend. He’s been distant or caught up in his own mess, and now he wants her to reach out. It shows he’s aware he’s messed up, and deep down he still craves connection.

He opens up more, saying he’s always paranoid and feels like he’s being watched. He even questions his own mental state and admits he’s numbing himself with pills. He doesn’t know how to respond when people ask about him—he’s disconnected and lost.

He keeps asking that same person if they’ll stick around or leave him haunted by the memory. He’s dealing with identity struggles, addiction, and loneliness all at once, masking it with money and clothes, but clearly feeling cold inside.