Feel At Home Lyrics – B Ray

Feel At Home Lyrics Meaning

At the start, he talks about wanting to approach someone, but he just can’t bring himself to say anything. He knows certain things but chooses to look away, maybe because it’s too painful. He’s heard she’s already found someone else, so he quietly accepts that things between them won’t go any further. Deep down, it makes him feel small and powerless, but he refuses to beg or act childish about it. Instead of clinging on and embarrassing himself, he decides to walk away first before getting left behind.

Then he reflects on how it’s already too late to go back. Too much damage has been done, and rebuilding everything from scratch just isn’t possible anymore. He feels like he’s matured enough to not make the same reckless mistakes, but not bitter enough to hurt anyone. He then questions the world around him, like who’s being watched, who will be remembered, and who will be forgotten. There’s confusion about who’s genuine and who’s fake in a world full of temptations and lies. Even trying to explain yourself can end up backfiring and making things worse.

Next, he shifts to how he doesn’t even talk about love anymore. He’s spent money on gifts and luxuries for people in the past, but those gestures didn’t fix anything. Some things simply don’t work out no matter what, and over time, the pain dulls, but it never fully disappears. Some situations just can’t be ignored no matter how much you try.

He talks about how he’s used to strangers looking at him with judgment and how even people he used to be close with don’t surprise him with their behavior anymore. He’s past the point of being flattered by compliments—he wants more than just empty words. If someone’s feelings are soaked in alcohol or confusion, he’d rather not hear them.

He wonders how often people talk about him behind his back and how many times he ghosted someone. If they ever met again, he questions whether she’d still see him the same way—as someone who messed up badly. He asks when things crossed the line. He built something just for it to be destroyed. Everything feels temporary and fragile, like sand. If he doesn’t pay the price one way, life will make him pay in another.

He ends with a sense of confession, like a priest admitting sins. He wants to make things right but isn’t asking for forgiveness. If there had been any way to fix things, he would’ve tried. Now people act like they don’t need him, like everything was easy. But he knows the truth, and when they finally talk again, they’ll see the real version of him.