Anxiety Wins Lyrics – Joyner Lucas

(Hol’ up)

I don’t wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win
I don’t wanna let you down
Don’t wanna let you in, I let anxiety win

All of my friends is too cold
They wanna hang out, but I don’t
Don’t wanna be bothered, I know
But I hate being alone (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tell me what’s happening with my soul

I try to get past it, but I won’t
You think that I’m crazy, but who knows?
I might be, maybe (S*it, I might be)
Take a walk in my shoes and you might see life in a way that you never seen it
If you feel like I do, then you might blink twice and you realize you were never dreaming
Only thing that I do is blame myself every time I feel defeated
But I know I got a million reasons
S*it is getting kinda real this evening

I can’t keep my head down, maybe I need to pray (Woo)
‘Cause I ain’t been asleep in days
I gotta get out of this evil place (Woo)
Or maybe I need to stay
I stare at the mirror, the truth is I hate my reflection ’cause all I can see is shame
Could somebody, anybody please relate?
Do you feel the same like?
I think my tension is building, my stresses are killing
My head to the ceiling, the pressure is filling
Expression to healing, deflecting and still I’m
Expecting to feel I’m connected, but really I’m stressing
‘Bout how you expect me to deal with these walls when they keep on closing in
As soon as I think I’m close to win, anxiety taking control again

I don’t wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

I don’t wanna let you down
Don’t wanna let you in, I let anxiety win
I, I’m just out here trying, trying to exist, I let anxiety win
I don’t wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

Sometimes feeling depressed, sometimes I’m crying and that s*it’s weird (Ooh)
Sometimes feeling alive, sometimes don’t think that I’m happy here, yeah
Fu*k it, I roll this blunt, somebody gon’ bring me a pack of beer
‘Cause when I’m feeling fu*ked up’s only time my problems disappear
Who am I? Who am I?, yeah
Can’t no one tell me nothing
Oh my god, oh my god (Uh)
Look it done got me buzzing
Just in time, just in time (Joyner)
Ain’t no one I can trust in
All my fears are really assumptions
What am I scared of? Really, it’s nothing

Maybe I’m bugging, maybe I need to pray (Woo)
‘Cause I ain’t been asleep in days
I gotta get out of this evil place (Woo)
Or maybe I need to stay
I stare at the mirror, the truth is I hate my reflection ’cause all I can see is shame
Could somebody, anybody please relate?
Do you feel the same like?
I think my tension is building, my stresses are killing
My head to the ceiling, the pressure is filling
Expression to healing, deflecting and still I’m
Expecting to feel I’m connected, but really I’m stressing
‘Bout how you expect me to deal with these walls when they keep on closing in
As soon as I think I’m close to win, anxiety taking control again

I don’t wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win
I don’t wanna let you down
Don’t wanna let you in, I let anxiety win
I, I’m just out here trying, trying to exist, I let anxiety win
I don’t wanna go outside
I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

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