PATOLOGIA Lyrics (English Translation) – White Widow

[Verse: Bars]
2-0-2-4 year and Mother’s Day
She called with tears in her eyes, “My son’s been diagnosed”
It’s breast cancer, just like grandma’s
The demons are knocking again, mom doesn’t play around
First thought – grab the bottle, run away from this
But if I run away, who will support her?
She’s been protecting me from evil all her life
And what will happen to me if she’s gone now
I found the first snake I drove up to, hidden in the cottage
My stepdad, he fu*ked with it too
My mom tried to help, she hid that s*it in the closet (My mom)She didn’t think her son would find it (No, no, no)
Three people in ten meters – that’s how I was raised
You want to say banana? Seriously, it doesn’t bother me (Nothing)
At this point, I have a bigger bathroom than our room (I)
And peace is so foreign to me (I), like half the family was killed by a liquid (Fu*k)
Eight years, running away from home from my old man (He)
I haven’t said it until now, unless I was high (I guess not)
You know what I’m talking about, like you saw your father pissed (Hy)
But I love my dad, I forgave him because I’m mature (I love my dad)
Although it was too late and I didn’t have time to talk to him
I know, I watch from above, proud of who I am today (Mmm)
Although his genes flow in my blood (Mmm)
I’ll be the first generation to break the barriers

[Verse: Macias]
It took my peace away — the rows when I was young (It took it away)
He introduced alcohol, I saw violence with it (Hey, I saw that)
Without my mom I helplessness was everyday life (Ey, yeah)
I didn’t have a role model at home, so I looked outside (I looked outside)
Eight years old, the family is only together in court (Eight years old)
Manipulation through trials, unstable contact (Ey, yeah)
The kid was increasingly suppressing what was flowing in his emotions (That’s true)
My mother had to go out for bread, she took in my aunt (Yhy)
And so, for fu*k’s sake, I was swinging like an orphan for a few years (Ey, yeah)
Full of hatred for what he couldn’t cope (What he couldn’t cope)

Keep the family in line, or even get up from his knees (Or even get up from his knees)
And instead of my scum, embrace the percentages in my arms (Ey, yeah)
But I’m relaxed, we’re at zero, father (But I’m relaxed)
Take a few words from me, I hope you’re doing well (That you’re doing well) good)
I don’t hold a grudge anymore, because I was a boy too (I was a boy too)
Now you can observe the progress I’ve made (I’ve made progress myself)
I didn’t tell you too much, the time will come for that (Okay)
It’s hard not to shed tears, going back to the past, guys cry too (Listen)
This is just a fragment of what you define pathos as, yeah
Suffering, hatred, sadness, fear of loss

[Chorus: Bary, Macias]
You say “pathos” – cool, by definition I am one
And I proclaim it proudly, I and my bro came out of it
And don’t hold it against me that we are ourselves
She wasn’t from anyone, and we help ourselves
You say “pathos” – cool, by definition I am one
And I proclaim it proudly, I and my bro came out of it
And don’t hold it against me that we are ourselves
She wasn’t from anyone, and we help ourselves help

[Outro: Macias]
We bring help (We bring help)